Happy Holidays everybody!
had sort of an odd couple of days. spent xmas eve with ex#2, Jacquelyn. we've become pretty good friends since the breakup, which i suppose isn't THAT weird, as we were friends before the togethering.
crazy thing is, i went to (ulp) CHURCH with her family. church is something that has always and will always kinda freak me out. my relationship with any sort of christian god has been a little strained since i was about 10 and decided that s/he didn't exist. long story short, i don't normally feel comfortable in church.
but i did feel comfortable on the eve. and that's why i'm sorta bugged-out.
anyway, after the church, went back to their house for some revelry. that was a little strange as her family was treating me as though their daughter didn't dump me. and i don't mean "let's be nice to jeremy because he has long eyelashes and is therefore unneccessarily sensetive." i mean that i was still treated as though i were a part of their family... hugs from mom, handshakes and gentle ribbing from dad, beer tasting with dad's best friend, etc...
it was nice.
so, anyway, christmas was spent with my family. mom bro, other bro and his wife and kids.
now, i need to say that xmas for me was pretty much ruined when toys became clothes.
but now i live vicariously through my niece and nephew. i got them books. i will always get them books. i look forward to the christmas when i can get my kiddies some vonnegut for christmas. but for now, i get them all the books i loved at their age. or at lest try to. this year, i got them some babar.
when i came back to my mother's house, i met up with ex #1, Monica. She's leaving for Vegas on Sunday.
and now i'm blah-blahing away when i should be preparing for a move.
HOOPLAH! OINK, OINK!
had sort of an odd couple of days. spent xmas eve with ex#2, Jacquelyn. we've become pretty good friends since the breakup, which i suppose isn't THAT weird, as we were friends before the togethering.
crazy thing is, i went to (ulp) CHURCH with her family. church is something that has always and will always kinda freak me out. my relationship with any sort of christian god has been a little strained since i was about 10 and decided that s/he didn't exist. long story short, i don't normally feel comfortable in church.
but i did feel comfortable on the eve. and that's why i'm sorta bugged-out.
anyway, after the church, went back to their house for some revelry. that was a little strange as her family was treating me as though their daughter didn't dump me. and i don't mean "let's be nice to jeremy because he has long eyelashes and is therefore unneccessarily sensetive." i mean that i was still treated as though i were a part of their family... hugs from mom, handshakes and gentle ribbing from dad, beer tasting with dad's best friend, etc...
it was nice.
so, anyway, christmas was spent with my family. mom bro, other bro and his wife and kids.
now, i need to say that xmas for me was pretty much ruined when toys became clothes.
but now i live vicariously through my niece and nephew. i got them books. i will always get them books. i look forward to the christmas when i can get my kiddies some vonnegut for christmas. but for now, i get them all the books i loved at their age. or at lest try to. this year, i got them some babar.
when i came back to my mother's house, i met up with ex #1, Monica. She's leaving for Vegas on Sunday.
and now i'm blah-blahing away when i should be preparing for a move.
HOOPLAH! OINK, OINK!
