fatelvis5

So, there's this girl I go to school with. We met pretty recently, but have become pretty good friends.

We get along extremely well.

Herein lies the problem:

We always end up [usually because she leads us there] having really intimate discussions about sex. Discussions of fantasies, what we like, what we don't, technique and finally... what we would do to each other.

I have no problem with that. The problem I have is named Steve. He is her boyfriend.

I have a major problem due to the fact that I lust after her, but as she put it "I'm wasted (sexually) on him. He never wants to try anything new. It's always the same thing."

UGGH!

She also says things like, "If we were together, we'd never fight. We'd get along really well."

FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!

I guess I really don't HAVE a problem, because I'm NOT going to do anything.

Maybe I'm just crazy.