fatelvis5

so, in the few months i was away, life has changed for me rather dramatically. i would suggest not reading on if you'd rather not read a lengthy entry.

so, i knew i was not going to be able to return to school in september, and began to look for a job. i applied at my brother's place of employment for an entry-level data entry position. i didn't get that job, i was told i was to "over-qualified." so instead, they offered me a sales position. only it was temporary, had no benefits, and technically i wasn't an employee.

i moved in with my friend matt in the city. then, i lost my job. then, i lost my girlfriend.

my best friend, devalina, was in india. i was in a pretty lonely place.

i ended up calling my ex-fiance, and we agreed to hang out. to be quite honest, i had missed her terribly and just sitting next to her made me happy most of the time.

so she came over, and we drank PBR. and we talked and talked. then, we hugged. then she said, "i think we should make out and do each other."

to which i replied, "um, okay."

that first kiss, well, "second" first kiss i guess, was the most passionate of my life. and we had sex. super-passionate, super-hot, freaky-deaky kinda sex. and we fell asleep in each other's arms.

and then i got a job washing dishes and doing deliveries at this dinery-type place. the pay sucks, but i eat for free.

and my ex-fiance and i have been hanging out rather frequently. and we're in love. we're "not in a relationship" but i guess we sorta are. we just kinda make out with other people, or at least have that option.

but, i don't have regular computer access, and i need to find a roommate by january. other than that, things is things.