So I think I've figured out my large christmas present for the year... a Fucking Heart Attack. This past month has been so fucking stressful it isn't even funny. Between my job, my car, and my social life(or lack of) I'm ready to start tearing my hair out. There have been some good days, but the bad ones far out number them.
The job stress is that 1)I want a new one, 2) My boss is deuche bag, 3) This job is BORING!. On the new job tip, I've applied to about 3 dozen hotels/resorts for everything from Front desk manager to night auditor to restaurant to banquets, I don't really care what I do as long as its not here. I've only gotten a response from one place so far, Smugglers Notch, a ski resort in VT, but I really want to go south not north. And my boss, he's so narrow minded his scratch pads are only an inch wide. Oh, and he makes Newt Gingrich look like Al Gore, he's so fucking conservative. Boredom, won't change. I only sold 44% of our rooms today, it's been like this for three weeks and there is no end in sight.
Car stress, the real issue that will kill me. I'm a car nut, I love my car. Unfortunetly I have angred the car gods somehow and they are PISSED @ me. My car is looking at almost $1,000 of maintance issues by the time I get it running again. It needs: 1) New Coilpack 2) New alternator 3) Cleaned upper manifold 4) Put in winter mode. And of course to do all this I need time, which I don't have alot of. I'm expecting the coilpack on mon/tues but the alternator just crapped out today(saturday). Depending on the amount of work this is I might be putting my car down for a couple of weeks and sending some parts back to Cali for upgrades
However this will leave me without transportation. I'm possibly going to buy my best friends beater for $800 to get around on but fuck, it's a ford so who knows how long it'll move.
My social life stress is getting to me because I don't have a life. All I do is sit around and smoke weed like it's a second job. Really though I just need a fuck buddy, someone to get nice and physical with to help out with stress relief. I've tried to get some, but it just hasn't happened, two weeks in a row. :bang head on board:
If anyone wants to offer me a job or a chance to please you, please do you won't be turned down.
The job stress is that 1)I want a new one, 2) My boss is deuche bag, 3) This job is BORING!. On the new job tip, I've applied to about 3 dozen hotels/resorts for everything from Front desk manager to night auditor to restaurant to banquets, I don't really care what I do as long as its not here. I've only gotten a response from one place so far, Smugglers Notch, a ski resort in VT, but I really want to go south not north. And my boss, he's so narrow minded his scratch pads are only an inch wide. Oh, and he makes Newt Gingrich look like Al Gore, he's so fucking conservative. Boredom, won't change. I only sold 44% of our rooms today, it's been like this for three weeks and there is no end in sight.
Car stress, the real issue that will kill me. I'm a car nut, I love my car. Unfortunetly I have angred the car gods somehow and they are PISSED @ me. My car is looking at almost $1,000 of maintance issues by the time I get it running again. It needs: 1) New Coilpack 2) New alternator 3) Cleaned upper manifold 4) Put in winter mode. And of course to do all this I need time, which I don't have alot of. I'm expecting the coilpack on mon/tues but the alternator just crapped out today(saturday). Depending on the amount of work this is I might be putting my car down for a couple of weeks and sending some parts back to Cali for upgrades
However this will leave me without transportation. I'm possibly going to buy my best friends beater for $800 to get around on but fuck, it's a ford so who knows how long it'll move.
My social life stress is getting to me because I don't have a life. All I do is sit around and smoke weed like it's a second job. Really though I just need a fuck buddy, someone to get nice and physical with to help out with stress relief. I've tried to get some, but it just hasn't happened, two weeks in a row. :bang head on board:
If anyone wants to offer me a job or a chance to please you, please do you won't be turned down.
But stay healthy...