i'm so anxious. i am basically in a holding pattern on planning the rest of my immediate future. hopefully i get to talk to chef tomorrow as we planned last week and will have a better idea if moving to denver will actually happen. if it can't happen until the spring . . . i'm not sure what i will do. i'm not sure i can take living with my parent's for much longer, especially with the financial means to finally move out. and the spring is a long, long way away. another one of my friends from the Avondale crew just started at Ambria as well and the pull to be back in the band so to speak is getting even stronger.