every once in a while i have an incredibly frighteningly vivid dream involving my ex girlfriend who seriously crushed me.

had one last night. these dreams pretty much ruin the rest of my sleep for that night and the following day. i haven't spoken to her in about 3 years when i finally and politely asked her not to contact me anymore. as you can tell, the mind fuck runs deep on this one and i haven't had a significant relationship in the five years since she decided she wanted to marry someone else. i am working on it though.