-I cant explain the way I'm feeling. Well..maybe I can. I guess you can say I'm 'Jonesing'. This tough guy image I got is soooooooo out the window..I cant even believe I've been thinking about this so much..haha. I had a discussion with my best friend and he pretty much let me know his opinion on my situation. I agree with everything he said, but there's something about this that makes me want to take this giant risk...but I'm so indecisive. I'm afraid to make up my mind.
Edit: I wish I could tell yall..but I dont want everyone reading this..aim is a different story though.
-Other news. I went out on friday night and didnt have a crazy anxiety attack. In fact I was anxiety free for a majority of the night. I had to compose myself when we went to a restaurant though..kinda embarassing..haha. But I went in and shit, sat down..talked all that. But I didnt eat. Still cant do that. But I woke up saturday and felt nauseous..woke up sunday, and felt nauseous, woke up today..still kinda nauseous. I think my anxiety is trying to fight me? maybe? or It's a serious medical problem, and I'm gonna die..haha. It's one of those.
-I think I've seen everything there is to see on this site..
Edit: I wish I could tell yall..but I dont want everyone reading this..aim is a different story though.
-Other news. I went out on friday night and didnt have a crazy anxiety attack. In fact I was anxiety free for a majority of the night. I had to compose myself when we went to a restaurant though..kinda embarassing..haha. But I went in and shit, sat down..talked all that. But I didnt eat. Still cant do that. But I woke up saturday and felt nauseous..woke up sunday, and felt nauseous, woke up today..still kinda nauseous. I think my anxiety is trying to fight me? maybe? or It's a serious medical problem, and I'm gonna die..haha. It's one of those.
-I think I've seen everything there is to see on this site..
yeah i have to pay per month for the pc game
you seen this yet?