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Man, I just can't get over the fact that some bad shit is going to happen to me real fucking soon. I'd say i'm parinoid, but i might be right...
saida:
Whats wrong.. I dont like all of these negative posts.. whats going on? Are you alright? whatever
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So that last post....I suck, bad. Anyways, I don't want human contact. Ever again. I'm going to bed.
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I was going through some old papers and I found this thing I wrote while drinking coffee far too late at night about a year ago. Some things don't change....


It's really strange how people have to fight to get close to me. Not fight wind resistance, or other people or something of matter. They have to fight me. Not just fight the me that...
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Let's all pretend that life is good for a few hours...
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deerailed:
sorry, system overload.

Here's the error message:

OVERFLOW EXCEPTION IN 0xBF3C0
Invalid syntax near 'happiness'
Please refer to the following stack dump for further information

(-- Custom Errors Log - Stack Trace +64
in (/ironic/webapp1/life.aspx) -32
(--!!

[Edited on May 17, 2004 3:08PM]
jade:
Hey you! Back from Toronto. You should have gone, it was a good time. Will you come to SGB Buffalo? Let's not pretend life is great. Let's make life great for a while. I'm in a very optimistic mood right now...can you tell? kiss
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In relation to something I just read in Saida's journal, I saw a guy the other day that had on a shirt which read something like "for every animal you don't eat, I'm going to eat three!" I found this funny...
saida:
LOL... hahahahahahahahaha best shit ever!!!!!!!!! oink
deerailed:
:: continues chewing on brisket while nodding ::
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Let's hear it for the people who hate themselves...go, team, go
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It's too fucking hot to do anything but sweat. I gotta find some place with air conditioning...
saida:
well that wont happen outdoors in LUX, Simpsons rule!
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I've decided that, with the exception of the people i'm already friends with, and my family, i'm just going to be a huge fucking asshole to everyone I encounter in life from now on.
deerailed:
I agree. Nothing but false hopes and pain arise from trying to be nice. Finishing last should never be a goal designed for the benefit of social politics.
If you wish to tell me to piss off too, by all means. However, if that were your choice, know that you've been a cool enough friend that I'd disregard the scorn and leave you to your musings.
If not, then I say "word" to that shit, and pass tha 40 oz. Sorry that life has you on the offensive, and I personally damn the eyes of anyone that crosseth you.

ARRR!!!
saida:
NO! no no no! nope... not allowed. because i dont like assholes. and besides! why would you want to be everything we try to avoid? frown
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So I'm at my parents house. I just needed to get out of town for a day, life is starting to take it's toll on my mental state. Plus I want to see my dad. I just need to see him with my own eyes for a little while. I'm sure I'll be back In Rochester sometime tomorrow, but for right now, I'm not in...
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saida:
Dont rush back... but make sure you come back... I think I still owe you like 8 PBRs or something right? confused