fandango63

i kinda have some decent work going right now. i'm at it before dawn and stopping when i can't see anymore. it's rough sledding, but you have to make hay when the sun shines. i had to turn off my phone tonight because i didn't want to have to deal with anyone.

i really need to drag a razor across my face, i haven't shaved...
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in the back of my mind, there's always this thought:nikki sixx beat the reaper twice.

i'm paying the price now for not sowing seeds of oppurtunity in the past. it sucks. i know that i'm casting out lots of seeds now, though, so hopefully some of them take hold.

i need someone female in my life again, if for nothing else to keep me from acting like a total uncouth buffoon all the time.

everyday that i pull my head farther out of my ass, people around me get saltier and saltier towards me. fucked up, isn't it?

no matter what a dude actually says, every now and then he cries. every guy has a secret spot or a secret shoulder to cry on or both. right now, i really could use one or the other but because of some weird twist of fate, one is all overrun and the other is unreachable at the moment. it sucks, i'm not going to lie....
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FUCK!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'd like to thank the miller brewing company for helping me through the past few weeks, when no one else would.

april showers bring may flowers? i sure hope so, because i am getting showered upon lately.

hopefully, a more sunny blog after things shake all the way out.

you know what would be nice? for me to give a wad of cash and my id to someone and have them babysit me as i get crazy drunk at a parade of bars. i need to blow off a lot of steam.

anyone?

life ain't very fucking easy and it sure as shit doesn't go as planned. i need a hug.

sweet baby jesus, it looks like spring has come to the riveria of ohio. i wore a chopped sleeve shirt today to hopefully not have a farmer's tan this year. on the docket for the weekend: riding a road bike outside!, drinking a beer or two in the garage and creeping around in no shirt, jeans and wrassling shoes. stoked!!!

i think i figured out how to live my dream of being a farmer. anyone want to buy some organic herbs in the fall?