fandango63

holy shit, do i ever have a blog to post. of course, i won't do it right now. tommorrow, though, look out!

i really wish that i had an interesting blog, but job+second job+intense frugality for the purpose of saving = a boring life. in a way that's good, because i've been working on my social skills and patience. oh, and i got hit in the back with a plastic soda bottle the other day on a bike ride.

i have to nachos that aren't going to give me a heart attack before i'm forty. or just quit eating them. i have projects that are working out, i have money to spare again finally, and things are working positively for me. it's making it really hard to be bitter and jaded. i got caught smiling today and it freaked a few people out.

for some strange reason my ex likes to call me and tell me how awesome i am whenever her new boyfriend and new "really cool" friends aren't around. it's flattering, yet frustrating, mostly because she won't talk to me when they are around. we're supposed to be friends and it was working fine until this new dude came around. it would be really nice to...
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i picked up two temporary extra part time jobs for june. looks like someone is going to be moving soon! now, i just have to pick where. it's so awesome to see my little light of escape get bigger.

i have a bunch of ideas and i'm not doing very good at making them coherent. a lot of factors are stifling my ability to outlet my creativity. as soon as i get down this road out of hell, life will be super awesome. until then, i've got to serve my time. i'm not wasting my talents, i'm just making myself hungry. i hope that...
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today i made a sculpture and cut my toenails. i'm as equally stoked on both.
the crowning achievement of the day was having enough spare cash today to buy a burrito at chipotle. it was the first time i've had fast food in about a month and it was most certainly worth it.

here's the deal with the pic. a few years ago i went otb (over the bars, i'm not a gambler...) at a fairly fast clip onto a rather rough asphalt parking lot. yes, i was wearing a helmet. yes, it probably saved my life. no, i didn't have insurance. yes, i did basically buy a boat for a doctor out of the deal. yes, i...
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i did something really awesome on tuesday night and then promptly got a sinus infection on wednesday night. i'm so even steven it hurts...

i've lowered my standards. if i can get three positive things to happen to me in a day, i may very well throw a giant party.

i watched high fidelity the other night so i'll do a top five:

1. i have the amazing ability to meet awesome girls, luck into a date with them and then proceed to miss all signals that they send me. the worst part is there's so many dudes running around that are full of so much shit, that when i tell a girl that all...
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