fandango63

age.

it's a number. it's all relative. it doesn't mean shit.

a lot of the time i act like i'm sixty. i talk about saving energy, clipping coupons and early bird specials. when i get moving though, i feel like i'm twenty again. i feel limber, strong, quick, like a cat. when it comes to girls lately i'm either sixteen again, all thumbs and totally...
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i stopped being someone else and i got back to being myself. it's not too bad, except i'm lonely because for some odd reason, everything i like seems to attract hipsters. thankfully, i'm a workaholic right now, so i don't have to worry about a "social life." it does make pleasant dream fodder, though. it's funny, when i was eighteen i dreamed of only wild...
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being sick sucks.
planning trips to big bend nat'l park doesn't.
working overtime sucks.
having extra money for fun stuff doesn't.
being hated sucks.
being both right and more honorable doesn't.
being hurt sucks.
learning new stuff in the process of getting hurt doesn't.
no friend time right now sucks.
no drama suck-in right now doesn't.
winter weather sucks.
wearing long johns everyday doesn't.
i'm...
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a.) my favorite magazine has an article written by my favorite writer. so stoked to read it.

b.) i won 250 dollars on a lottery that the state dicontinued last saturday. i was pretty stoked until one of my employees told me exactly how close i was to winning fifteen grand or more. that kind of took some of the thunder away, knowing how close...
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it's weird, most people get hung up on the way people look more than anything else it seems. i get hung up on what they are like inside, how their brains operate, how they carry themselves. it might be more honorable or openminded or respectable, but damn does it make life tough. the people that are the most intellectually stimulating are the ones that will...
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it's snowing. i'm twenty eight and i have terrible arthitis, 'specially in my knees. it's making it really hard to stop doing things that i need to quit. my best friend is working like crazy as am i and our schedules don't intersect. my job may be getting sold yet again, so i may have the shittiest luck ever. i did write an enormous check...
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new years resolutions

1. i decided that 2007 is the year i start kicking serious ass again.
2. be more organized.
3. go digital with the camera action.
4. wander around the west for two weeks this summer camping and hiking and riding and taking pictures.
5. go off the grid.
6. eliminate my debt.
7. eat breakfast more often.
8. make girls chase me...
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oh shit.

football hero meetings. boob escapes. punishment date threats. vanilla ice themed moustaches. xmas bonuses. free vodka. apologies in my favor. etc, etc....

things ain't so bad right now.

this is why my job is completely fucking awesome excluding all the other rad stuff:

some background first. the small independant liquor store that i work at has two apartments on the second floor. the back apartment has an older stoner couple that are always behind on rent and never complain about anything. the front apartment has a couple dudes that install marble countertops and...
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there's a lot of freedom at the "bottom." i wouldn't trade it for the world, except the lonliness is eating at me a little. i know that there's a little slice of salvation in knowing that those that stuck around for the bottom are the ones that will be there for the "top" and not fuck me over.

i've been dreaming again. not nightmares. it's...
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