fandango63

sometimes life gets you depressed.
other times you just have to sit back and smile.
i'm over here and everything i want is over there.
the only thing standing in my way is my inability to not do anything that isn't incredibly kooked and artistic.
if i'd just sell out a little bit, just compromise a little bit, just play the game a little bit.
i'd actually get to the places, things and projects that i really want to experience.
but i'm too fucking stubborn and too fucking unsavvy and have too much fucking "integrity" to do that.
maybe i should have hit my head harder.
shit.
tomorrow morning, i'm going to get up and try my best.
again.
and hope that i don't come up short.
again.
i just need to get three good days in a row.
then'll i know i can do it.
i used to think that i was the only person that thought like i do.
tonight, though, i got proved wrong.
i like that.
it gave me hope.
and, right now that's the only thing that i have of any real value to me...