i've been working myself to death lately. saving up as much as i can. i've been an serious nerd hippie lately. packing lunches, recycling, buying generic everything, etc. i know it will pay off when i have the ability to do exactly what i want, but it's hard to keep the faith when the people around you are living it up today with a bunch of worthless shit while you're scrappin' to make an awesome future. every day i look at my little motivational pictures by my door and remember why i'm killing myself now...
patience. patience. patience. i need to remember patience.
the best sign is that my visions have switched from being bad things or retreads of the past to positive things in the future. that means that my subconcious has switched to a better mindset for my mental health. i just read that back to myself and it sounds way kooked, but it's 100% true. fuck it, i'm surfing this wave. it's working for me and that's what counts.
i love the tradin' post and i'm in love with '32 fords.
i'm stoked on that.
patience. patience. patience. i need to remember patience.
the best sign is that my visions have switched from being bad things or retreads of the past to positive things in the future. that means that my subconcious has switched to a better mindset for my mental health. i just read that back to myself and it sounds way kooked, but it's 100% true. fuck it, i'm surfing this wave. it's working for me and that's what counts.
i love the tradin' post and i'm in love with '32 fords.
i'm stoked on that.