fandango63

it's snowing. i'm twenty eight and i have terrible arthitis, 'specially in my knees. it's making it really hard to stop doing things that i need to quit. my best friend is working like crazy as am i and our schedules don't intersect. my job may be getting sold yet again, so i may have the shittiest luck ever. i did write an enormous check to pay off a substantional portion of debt today though. i've always wondered what it'd be like to have things go right for more than a moment and i'm beginning to realize that it just doesn't happen, at least not in my life. thank god i haven't stopped hustling, though. i may not be rich, i may not be famous, i may not be in high demand, but i am sure as hell going to make it. that's comforting as hell. to know that you're tough enough to make it. well, at least another day. i miss my ex and she misses me and both of us know that our problems will always keep us from each other and that's ok. it's a strange feeling, being content and sad. hell, i'll just wake up tommorrow and try to kick some ass, that's the best i can do...