fandango63

you know what would be nice? for me to give a wad of cash and my id to someone and have them babysit me as i get crazy drunk at a parade of bars. i need to blow off a lot of steam.

anyone?

life ain't very fucking easy and it sure as shit doesn't go as planned. i need a hug.

sweet baby jesus, it looks like spring has come to the riveria of ohio. i wore a chopped sleeve shirt today to hopefully not have a farmer's tan this year. on the docket for the weekend: riding a road bike outside!, drinking a beer or two in the garage and creeping around in no shirt, jeans and wrassling shoes. stoked!!!

i think i figured out how to live my dream of being a farmer. anyone want to buy some organic herbs in the fall?

almost. that's the word of the week.

my week got so much worse after my last blog post.

the sun's gotta shine sometime, right?

i need something to destroy with extreme malice. things are going in a way wrong direction for me. booooooo!!!!!

TO DO LIST! of sorts...

1. get back to my fighting weight.
2. pay off credit card.
3. ride two centuries a month in august, september and october.
4. get laid, properly.
5. get responsilbe enough to get a kitten.
6. get a better haircut and rebuild my wardrobe.
7. stop being so sketchy.
8. get the trails pennsylvania sqaure.
9. sell off all the...
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hate snow.
hate ice.
hate winter.
hate being stuck inside.
hate losing time due to everything balling up due to fucking winter.


want warm.
want sun.
want spring.
want to be outside.
want to double up on time due to daylight savings time.

the midwest winter will destroy you if you aren't careful.

i could use a hug. or a book. or both.

i'm selling crap like crazy. it's awesome. i have less random junk and i get a little money to pay bills and go bowling. everytime i sell some weird collectable, i get more freedom out of life because my supply chain gets that much shorter. stoked.

i've been pricing bowling balls and shoes. i'm pretty stoked on bowling and i have no shame in bowling...
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i'm right at the awesome point where i have nothing to lose. so stoked.

since i have next to no money and oodles of time, i've been plotting all sorts of things. i can't wait for the weather to break so i can make some scratch and start implementing some of my ideas. also, i think i've secured financing for my return to collegiate studies....
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whine.
bitch.
moan.
migranes.
pain.
rejection letters.
migranes.
liars.
migranes.
moan.
bitch.
whine.


lord, i don't need a mercedes benz, i need a fucking break.