falsehopeproject

im having an anxiety attack right now.

this sucks

DONT FORGET THE PARTY THIS SATURDAY!

we're going to have a butt load of jungle juice and a watermelon plugged with peach vodka... but you should still byob/l!!!

email me for info xmeatsmokex@hotmail.com

other than that.... my life is boring.
nothing happens. ever.

but wait!!!!!!! oh yeah... so there was this crew i hung out with in pittsburgh... vince, mike, derek, joe, and i.. mostly.....
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not much going on.

the other day i got to tour the Widmer brewery... and the i got to drink all the beer i wanted and eat all the appetizers i wanted... for free!

i think i had 6 pints of heffeweisen (gooood shit) and half glasses of about 6 beers we tasted.

i was drunk.

thanks whole foods!

tonight is BP's party.. its going...
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excuse the spelling errors

there hasnt been much going on.. surprise surprise.

i wrecked on my bike the other day.. it wasnt bad but i got scraped the fuck up. heres the story:

I was riding up the Lovejoy Ramp.. you know where it connects to the Broadway Bridge? And you know those joints on bridges that let the concerete expand and contract? Well... i've never really thought about...
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and holy shit.. why is EVERYONE in a pissy ass mood today. ive got nothing but shit on left and right.

im learning french. its hard because im so used to speaking spanish. which is weird because im a cook.. cooking = lots of french terms... kitchens = lots of spanish speaking workers.

i guess the culinary terms are helping me in some of the pronunciations.. but its the three different accents that get to me... as well as the french words that look like english.....
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fuck the rose festival.

its so trashy.

but we got those sexy sailors walking around... wooooo!

i think about this alot. and i wonder if its a good thing.. or normal or whatever. but i think of what vince looks like now.. decaying under the ground. i dont think he's decayed much.. thanks to the preserving properties of alcohol . but anyways... i think about it at least once a day... and alex.. i think about what his body looks like..partially...
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mike called me last night.. i havent talked to him since the day after vinces funeral. not because i didnt want to... but because it wasnt really on my list of things to do. Back in january... i was talking to him about how everyone was going to beat the hell out of the kid that got vince (and mike) started on heroin. he then...
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its my friday! i think tonight we are going to go to last thursday... maybe... hmmm.. depending on how much homework hil has to do.

so far.. this whole roommate thing is working out... i mean hell.. other than at work i havent seen him since sunday. we have totally different schedules... im in bed before he gets home and i get up before he...
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oh.. and im becoming increasingly semi-obsessive about the JFK conspiracy.. especially since i watched the movie "JFK last night. hot shit.

i suggest everyone watch it.