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Monday Jun 29, 2009

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So the last club night didn't go down so well. Not nearly enough people for the size of the club, but Thursday nights is fucking difficult.

I have zero fan-base in Tokyo. Quite honestly, all I have is respect from people who know me and nothing more. I really don't know how to build one. I could get booked for 3 gigs per month, and ALL OF THEM would be some less-than desirable slot.


To be quite honest, for as often as I play in Tokyo, I haven't had a prime-time slot at a good night since the first time I played Soi. For everyone to respect how good I am, I don't see how shoving me in some early or late time slot is helping me. It seems like, you know, I'm playing a lot, you know I'm probably one of the best you can get, but I'm wondering if I should be thankful that I'm even getting to play or is playing late or insanely early even worth my time?

Maybe I'm just too hungry.
helly:
Nothing wrong with hunger, it makes you strive for better things. kiss
Jun 30, 2009

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