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i go out a lot.

i usually hit up indielectro/bmoreclub/mashup parties, cause dance parties are the shit right now. tell you that.


i know this guy justin, who also does the whole indie dance thing as well, dj's at scottie quixx with greg again and all that (which is absolutely crazy). he always asks me whenever i'm going, which is not likely, and not very often when i even get booked.


i made a small 26 minute clip of me and aaron rocking our shit back 2 back on the horsementality show, and he actually really liked it. i was surprised.


i mean, it's one thing when someone within the scene tells you you're good, but when someone you respect outside of what you do tells you that you're the shit, that's something even greater. really, that's my fuel for the fire right now. trying to prevent the massive inbreeding that i'm seeing with dnb, and trying to take it to other places and get people into or back into it.


there might be more to come out of me before i jet off to japan. i feel awful because i don't feel like i've left enough of a stamp with the amount of time that i've been here. the one thing i didn't want to be was someone who'd come and go without leaving anything as much as a memory. i don't feel like things are in good hands here, and i don't feel that anyone really has that same passion and desire to want to foster not only dnb, but, what i and the other few respected heads here come to love and hold up as its true essence.


no one here have that real love and appreciation for it anymore. that's definitely upsetting.