Wednesday Sep 15, 2004

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i weeble.
i wobble.
i don't fall down.

feeling much more confident, and clear headed these days. it's nice.

thank you to my friends here who helped me through the bad times.

if i could just learn to fly i'll be set.
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rosemarie:
I just got your letter and photos tonight. smile kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss They are so great. You are awesome. Your little girl is so cute, and you can tell how much she loves you, too. It shows in her eyes. Sure I will send you a photo for your photo book. I need to take some new ones (with clothes on tongue wink ).

I am glad that things are seeming better for you. Please be careful at your two jobs. Be aware of everything as you walk to and from your car.

Much love and many heart-felt hugs,
Your friend always,
RoseMarie smile
bankerboy:
Update us, how are you?

Monday Sep 13, 2004

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a spider fell on my head today.
that's all.
bankerboy:
Was it trying to go up the waterspout? Have a great Tuesday!

bb confused
rosemarie:
I am keeping an eye on my mailbox. There is a frame waiting...
smile

Saturday Sep 11, 2004

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have decided to take on a second job. i'm going to need major amounts of cash to sue for custody of my daughter. i figure it will be cold soon anyway so why be that sad about it ? plus, you've got to do what you've got to do.they are both pretty slack jobs too. i just won't have any days off but sunday after...
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rosemarie:
So nice to see a smile in your journal . I can tell that you're feeling hopeful. Did you get my e-mail? I have been sending love your way. Can you feel it?
bankerboy:
Have a great week!



bb tongue

Tuesday Sep 07, 2004

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life is a test. how much can you you take? what will you fight for? i dumped out all the booze, and pills. it's time to fight for the right things. three days sober, and fighting. for the right thing. not a girl. not my pride. my daughter.the best thing.
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rosemarie:
Oh, I am so glad. You have my support and my respect, always.

RoseMarie
hellynn:
awww. goodluck

Sunday Sep 05, 2004

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my ex has decided that helping rinse my four year old daughters hair in the bath tub is child abuse. she's suing for full custody. i hate this world, and want to die.

Friday Sep 03, 2004

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will not be here much longer for the few people who care. i do not refer to this earth, but to this site.

all wore out, and do not feel the need to bleed in public.

i hate all this modern shit anyway. it just makes our humanity more sterile.

fuck it!!

there is no ghost as lonely as our own america on the world...
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rosemarie:
At least send me a photo so I can place your face with all if the poems.



...please
bankerboy:
Fare thee well.

bb whatever

Monday Aug 30, 2004

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even on the phone....
well even then her kiss beats yours
rosemarie:
Do you ever use AIM? I am such a nerd that I just figured it out, but we should get on at the same time sometime.

I miss you, of course.
bankerboy:
How are you?

bb blackeyed

Saturday Aug 28, 2004

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this lovely girl has been driving me nuts all summer. almost breaking me. i've screamed at her. i've held her in my arms. i even asked her to marry me. now that she's back at school i don't know what to do with myself. i miss the sweet torture of being with her already. it's only been one day.how will i make it through ? frown
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hellynn:
well for starters I would RUN. yea thats right. get away as soon as possible. My ex put up wit a lot of shit and now that we're not together Im off doing my own thing and hes got a broken heart (or so he tells me). I feel bad but if he let me do it to him so it was kind of like doing it to himself. no?
rosemarie:
I love you. Does that help? shocked

Sunday Aug 22, 2004

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your kiss
an accident
tragicly sweet
completely forgetable
my love
sickly
sweet
compliant
incidental
frown
drunk
lost
well.......
drunk
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cece:
frown
rosemarie:
I miss you. How are you, honey? Are the halves fusing together yet?



they will



they will



Ah, ain't love sweet? whatever
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