played live with new band for the first time tonight. it was a complete drunken debacle. just the way i like it out. all of us falling down. rythm guitar player jimmy quit two minutes after the show. accused ashley, and myself of turning the band into a joke. of course we are. we're not good enough for anything else. besides we write all the songs anyway. can't believe i ever quit doing this. it's what i've been missing. the crowd chatter, the stupid stage names. the chance to be someone else. it's only a matter of time before we're the best reason not to bomb ohio. if we're not already. punk isn't dead, it's fucking bored. 
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correction: actually it was "Anal Blast"
[Edited on Jun 09, 2004 10:33PM]