fallonlee

met a girl a couple of days ago. had one of those great first encounters. can't quit talking,kissing, laughing.
have to finaly sleep.
she swims my head.
can't seem to keep away from each other.
feel 16 again.
perfect.

time to put on my most garish highly flammable sports coat,and shine my boots. i'm going out. not to the local hellbilly bars either.

of course, my date is a 25 year old lesbian with a drinking problem.

then again, there's none better.

at least i don't have to worry about impressing her, or trying to get laid.

plus it's always easier to meet a...
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finaly having a fuck yeah!!day to make up for all the oh fuck!!! ones.

won fifty bucks on an instant ticket for one thing.

finaly worked things out with my job,and my ex so it wont fuck with seeing my daughter.

haven't convinced my ex we can be friends yet, but might have convinced her i don't need to die.

get to spend easter with...
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"the further i get from the things that i care about.
the less i care about how much farther away i get."
robert smith
fear of ghosts
about sums it up

date sucked.
turned out to be a mall punk in real punk clothing.
blathered on about her ex for three hours.
i made inapropriate jokes,and did a lot of shots.
might as well get into necrophilia.
would be lots more exciting than my last four dates.
garuntee they'd be better conversationalist.
fucked up and fucked.
you'll have that.

have a date tonight.
actualy asked out a girl in a record store.
managed to do it without stuttering,drooling,or peeing my pants.
now if i can keep that trend going tonight i'll be fine.
probably shouldn't make jokes about keeping her in my freezer.
maybe i'll just get drunk, blurt out your
puuurrrty and pass out.
the ladies love that.
at least the ones with...
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had a fun,pointless day.
walked around with my friend Bridget.
listened to all her woes.
getting drunk,and watching stupid movies.
have a date tomorrow. nervous.
by nervous, i mean trembling in fear.

had an oh fuck day.
watched someone get run over at work.
OH FUCK!!!!!
talk about a bad day. poor guy,
OH FUCK!!!!!
lost my wallet at the bar.
OH FUCK!!!!!
my date for tonight emotionaly puked on me, and then tried to make a move.
OH FUCK!!!!!
just ran into a girl who broke my heart.
OH FUCK!!!!
my ex wants full custody of...
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moving in with my riend kathy as of tonight. she says i need a little one on one dyke time. i'm not sure what that means,you'd have to ask her. she insists i stay at her place for a while. at least "till her girlfriend comes back. cassandra hates me. oh well, nothing better to do, so why the fuck not? my place will still...
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lightning strikes not once but twice.
periodic power shortages'.
plus i lost my second part time job.
apparently you can't ask a customer to please fuck off when you're a waiter.
who knew.
oh well, fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
life is shit
the world is shit
lost my booze bet too
ain't it fun

so,i'm completely sober now. thus begins my bet that i can remain so for thirty days. will have to avoid all ny friends,since thet will purposefuly tempt me. oh well,it gives me the chance to save up for the new tattoos i've been wanting. i figured it out,and i spend about three hundred dollars a month at the bar. that's two tattoos.

maybe i'll even...
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managed to have a fun weekend of drinking. no one got arrested, or dramatic.think i made my friend mark's wife hate me more by keeping him out untill four a.m. thought he might like a change from going to bed at 9. well worth any consequences with his wife.

found two pixies 7 inches at the thrift store. woohoo!

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got flashed by a little...
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