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Your love was a prop in my play

Take me home, I am sick of this game.
To many voices with no purpose,
No ambition to sing or to love.
My eyes cannot even see your hope.
Where have you gone too?

This pain is a reminder of my failures with you.
The past is now my future
And my future is fading fast and...
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variety:
Me? I've been here and there. I'm not sure if it's a good thing or not, but i've been surviving. Glad to see you're still around wink
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he is not looking, go for it.
indulge yourself in that little fantisy.
who will it hurt, who will know?
no one no one no one, me?

just this once, i will stop after.
he is not here, so i will do it quick.
maybe he wont know, maybe he will not notice.
i think i should hide just in case.
oh, i hope he...
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variety:
where you at? haven't heard from you in a while
adoreartemis:
awesome
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now more than ever...


heart-break, death, hate, dark emotions that bring out the inner person. the core of where inspiration and art stems from. it gives birth and is given a name and then tells its story to the world so everyone can feel sorry for it.

i feel like my legs have been cut off then reattached. now i must learn to walk all...
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kinkerbelle:
you have a great weekend, too. biggrin
variety:
well, hopefully my legs will have the strength to help me walk away from this situation I'm in. Thank you for your concern and kind words, it's more helpful than you'll know. smile
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t-minus: when ever it feels right.

we got a thing called chioce and it is wonderful!
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variety:
ah, yes, do I know what choices are good for me, though? it seems I tend to have a problem with that, right?
gileragirl:
Thanks!...yeah Antonios smile
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regret is a four letter word...

i have been excummunicated for my own good...

i have abused and used my authority and myself...

i left for a fleeting pleasure...

oh how silly we are.
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allycat_13:
Thank yee! biggrin
Damn, cause its on a tuesday in Austin and I can't do that with school and work. frown
allycat_13:
WHOO FREAKIN HOO!
Helps out loads! kiss
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while you sleep...
Current mood: calm


i ponder my emotions as i look up to the ceiling, wondering if it will cave in and end my life in a honorable way. i think about what could have been or hell, what should have been. it was not a lie i told to you but a change of mind. yes, plains were made to be together...
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jessicalea:
cool thanks!
adoreartemis:
It's hard to forget and be okay with it
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this surgery has gone array...

in this moment i feel at peace, though nothing around me is quiet. the feelings of hate, peace, love and joy are running a marathon in my brain cavity. it is not just a race to a finish line but a race to run away from complacency. hate and peace are in the front, love is just behind them but...
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allycat_13:
Bravo! You are so talented man. smile
Loves a bitch, I know that for damn sure. Take the good with the bad. Never good to look on only the shit of what was. wink
Doing good, just feeling shite over being single. Been almost a year for me and its getting to me now. I want to actually settle down and that is something I do not want, but crave. puke he he
variety:
aah, I'm soo tired of hte whole 'love' crap. I'm jaded by love and life and I feel that way daily, sadly. I'm just not as talented as you as to be able to put it into such lovely words.
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is anyone else on my space.....

what is yours?
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nevabelle:
hey, i sent you a friend request
you better approve it!

lets be friends on here too
since i have like
one.



allycat_13:
Ah dude! How goes it? smile
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tomorrow night at 8:30 i will be playing my last show with Hundred year storm at the red eyed fly, it is only $5. if you read this, that means you must come!!!!!
kinkerbelle:
I can't go. frown
kinkerbelle:
how was your weekend? smile
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what is a person to do when drugs, sex, rock and roll and hell even God has not brought you any happiness in life?

why must everything be light a flash of light that burns out as soon as it was lite.

oh well, i am done bitching...time to move on
kinkerbelle:
Smile biggrin Don't let shit get to you. Keep your head up. Stay strong. Now that's what you do. wink kiss
variety:
ya know, i've got a friend whom this is true for. except that I've found a little time with just he and I seems to touch something in him. So long as you've got someone who you can be totally yourself with, things get better. And of course we're all here just waiting for you to be you