fallingvictim

while you sleep...
Current mood: calm


i ponder my emotions as i look up to the ceiling, wondering if it will cave in and end my life in a honorable way. i think about what could have been or hell, what should have been. it was not a lie i told to you but a change of mind. yes, plains were made to be together but for a moment during the talk before the act i could not feel at peace. what was this feeling, something i have not felt in a long time. i am glad you understood my apology. the time we have is glorious and i will never forget them. although no commitments have been made it is lovely to be able to wake up next to you. run my finger down your back, caress your hair as are lips meet.

we promised to each other we would never let this go to far, we both have already lost one hand, we can not loose another! so here is to the brake, let us raise the glass and toast to the new fair well geneses. you and the times we have had will be missed, i wonder how long we can go without seeing each other. we need to move on or at least take a brake. the ceiling has drawn closer and my fate awaits me. alas i have come to my end, where am i to go. the candle has shown me a path with many directions on it. here i go, hope this is the right tunnel!