fallingvictim

sweet action, things are going well. i got to go and hang out with some people that i have not seen i a while, it was so grand.

yesterday though SUCK, i have this friend who is actually kind of an fuck buddy. you know so there are no string in our relationship. we still respect eachother and eachothers feelings but check this out.

we have an agreement that when we are out together won't try to pick up other people. so the other night we went to a concert at emos and i left her for a bit to go talk to a buddy of mine and when i got back she was all over this guy.

i didn't do anything about it becuase we are not tied together, is she wants to talk and flirt with someone else that is fine. the bad things is that i caught her making out with him later that night. am i being anal or what? when i saw that it pissed me off, but i did not say anything. i know she knew i was pissed though.

this brings me to last night, when i meet this totally hot guy. allison and i were not out together so i could hit on this guy and take him home if i wanted to. so we are sitting down at this bar, talking and what not. we decided to leave and when we got to his car we started to make out.

and here is where it gets crazy!!! this morning i get woke up by a phone call, it is allison. i say hello and she just starts to tare into me. she started to go off about how i was cheating on her with a guy and that is not the same as with a girl. so i am laying in bed, tierd as fuck and listening to my fuck budde tell me fucking a guy is way worse thay fucking a girl, behind her back.

then she tells me how one of her freinds saw me and some huy making out. she told me that i was only allowed to be with girls and not guys. so i am wondering what the hell is going on. well when she was finished she hung up on me and i have not talked to her since.

i have no idea what is going on. i thik i am just going to take one for my "boys" and tell her to fuck off.

hope the rest of my day rocks