fallingvictim

i am a criminal, found in a dark place where no one can find me.

a turn of the clock and all seems to fade.
something as small as this has such a presidence in my mind.
and as fast a a star falling from the sky, the past years of my life flash in my eye's
what have i done, who have i become?
what i do in life, does it make a difference?
question that were forced inside me are now starting to fall away.
my heart is allowing itself to be real, to be honest.

there is and will never be true happiness until my heart is unleashed.
for at it's core is what I AM!
i am not and will not be the things people have told me to be.
i believe in God but will not bow down to the laws of man.
i want a son and a wife that knows me better than anyone else,
but i am young and have things to accomplish.
i love to shop, make clothes, read IN STYLE and do hair,
i will not fit in your "MAN" stereotype's.

my path i will walk is the one i long to walk down.
if it is right or wrong, that is my choice, i will get what is coming to me.
but my heart is my guide, i will follow what God has placed within me.
i will do the things i love and be open to do things i hate.
i must be honest, not comforming to petty lie's or theft
i must better myself in order to better the world!


I ALSO BOUGHT MYSELF SOME NEW SHOES FOR THE START OF THE NEW YEAR!!!!!!