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I'm watching "His and Her Circumstances".

I can already tell that it's gonna be emo.

yay for teen angst anime.

And to top it off... no ninjas or giant robots.

though....

Ninjas are pretty emo. surreal

what's up with you? why haven't you said hi in a while?

did you know I've been running this week? I never was able to run the mile in a...
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katiebarthedoor:
the covered "we got the beat". i rocked sooooo hard.
they finished with "she is perfect". "the last dinosaur" and "little busters" were big hits too.

btw when your mile gets to 7 min. you can go out for track smile
vixenreincarnate:
Running...I'm so jealous! I'm aiming to start doing that once the snow melts....I kinda huff and puff alot though, so I like to work out at home for right now. This summer, I'm buying a bike which will be the first one since I was a little kid! Who cares what other people think of you? You are the shit and we all know it here, so screw what others think!?! I'll be sending the dvd player any day now...get out the tools wink
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It was 65 degrees outside today where I live!

In other news, my dental insurance from my old job is refusing to pay what they agreed to until I call them.

How passive-aggressive.

What do they need to talk to me about anyways? If it isn't money I owe them, and I don't owe them, then I don't know what.

But I sure as hell...
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kinkerbelle:
does it? tongue biggrin
kinkerbelle:
yepper, out of the blue expired. frown But I am super happy now. biggrin biggrin
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I've been thinking about moving away from Bellingham.

I've been also thinking about quitting playing all my video games. I'm sure there's people out there who can handle both being social in the real world and playing games, but I'm not one of them. I need to get out, and perhaps this is the only way.

If I don't start meeting people, I'm going to...
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cosyne:
Moving away from Bellingham -- GOOD

Quitting your video games -- not so good in my opinion since there are so many good ones out. But if it's something you have to do, then it's something you have to do.

As for trivia, it's on the first Thursday of each month, so the next one is on the 3rd of February. Hopefully we'll see you there this time!
vixenreincarnate:
I think I'm going through a lot of the same emotions as you, yet I am not so eloquent when it comes to expressing them. My doctor's answer is to just put me on more and more medication. At this point I have no idea if it's helping or not. All I know is that I desperately want to be loved and accepted, but I can't deal with the struggle to find the right person. It's 12:30am here and I've spent an entire day off from work going from the computer to my bed and repeating this cycle all day. I am sick and lonely and I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I'm not good with that kind of stuff though. I can tell from the little that we have talked that you seem like a great person and I enjoy talking to you! miao!!
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I wish wasn't so needy.

I wish I wasn't so lonely.

I wish I wasn't so unhappy.

I wish I wasn't so hideous.

I wish I wasn't so self-loathing.

I wish I wasn't so depressed.

I wish I always saw myself for who I really am, not who I think I am or who I think people think I am (negatively).

I wish that I...
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kinkerbelle:
thanks for the compliment kiss
pandamonium:
what's wrong, hon? frown

send me an email through my contact if you need to vent.

kiss
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why bother.
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hylian42:
Why not?
awryx:
the movie was pretty nice. i liked it.
im a fan of jennifer garner, so im not sure what others think haha. it was a cool one... and welp, u bother because u just have to , it's in ur great nature! biggrin
take care kiss
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I was looking through Kinkerbelle's groups... and I came across the Cockaholics group.

upon reading the reqs (either liking cocks or having one), I joined and started looking at other member's members.

I'm instantly regretting that decision.

I feel as if all my hard work to try and dissolve my inferiority complex has been nullified.

frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown frown

I'm going to sit in my room and not come...
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kinkerbelle:
thanks mr. blush. tongue biggrin
kinkerbelle:
sure. tongue But don't be too rough. biggrin
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Ahhh snow driving. My least favorite activity.

What else is new? Well, in two days it's back to killing zombies with resident evil 4. I just beat Vampire: The Masquerade Bloodlines, and that was a fun game. WoW still holds my attention though.

I'm kind of sort of tired, having only 3 hours of sleep.

Starting to feel better, slowly.

Went to a different starbucks...
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cairo:
Playing in the band. My trombone was my lover for 4 years.

Driving in the snow sucks ass. As a matter of fact, doing anything in the snow sucks ass.

You know what? SNOW sucks ass!!!

*edited cuz I'm missing brain cells

[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 4:41AM]
cairo:
I feel like a fool for asking....but what is a barista??

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Well, I am unable to go to the seattle thing... frown frown frown

one, I'm very sick, and not only do I not feel like driving, or being around people, I don't wanna make anyone sick with what I got.

two, it is snowing here. first snow of the season, too, and bellingham isn't known for it's snow per se (coastal, usually isn't all that cold here).

So......
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vixenreincarnate:
Sorry that you are not feeling well. Sometimes I kinda like being sick becuase it is a good time to put the world on hold and worry about myself.
oldbones:
Wow, Bellingham huh?

I once played a show in Bellingham but I can't remember the name of the bar.

Beauiful town.

Get well. And listen to some country for crying out loud (not in your beer)

There are some great country artists. Ask, I'll give you some names.
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I'm still not feeling better.

I'm hoping that what feels like cold sores starting to "bud" on my lips is just them being sensitive because of the piercings..

Looking forward to the gathering on thursday.

thanks for your comments and remedies. smile
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southernbelle:
Always glad to help!! smile
Have a great day! kiss
solaris:
thanks, you're very kind. sometimes a nice word from a stranger makes you feel like the world is slightly less bleak.
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I've been thinking of things to say for this entry for, say... 10 minutes.

Nothing is coming to me.

I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
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lillithvain:
So, I have really really bad sinus's most of the time...lost of pressure in my ears... I started doing yoga in the mornings, and it make the sinus's better. I can tell the difference if I don't do it. And, it tightens and tones....I suggest trying that.

kiss
hylian42:
Here ya go, dude.



Get better.