fallfromgrace

I feel great now.

If Heaven and Hell decide
that they both are satisified
Illuminate the "no"s on their vacancy signs
if there's no one beside you when your soul embarks
then I'll follow you into the dark

I really hate being confused. and not knowing what to do. I hate wondering if I've made the wrong decisions, the sting in the back of your mind that makes you question everything that has stemmed from a certain decision you're unsure about.

I wish I had more foresight.

But things are far from hopeless, I don't want to give that impression. there's plenty to...
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Job interview tomorrow.

I think I'll get this one. it's a good one. it's what I am looking for. and I'm excited about it.

Wish me luck. in fact, if you see any irish people or leprechaun's, mug them for me and steal their luck to give to me as well.

Alabaster
By Rocky Votolato

on the outside looking in
i've never been able to crack the code
to break the secret spell
that would open up the door and let me in
to everything I've been looking for so hard I've never seen
but I feel my strength returning tonight
its flowing from the purest well to ever give water
It spills out into an...
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I'll find a job if it kills me.

I don't feel like looking for a job anymore.

I'm giving up.

I'm burning out.

there's really only so much "you're not qualified" you can take.

I just want to work in something not food! I'd do barista, but every single person wants 1+ years of experience! as if you really wanna be a lifer serving coffee.

I haven't heard back from my one and only interview for 2 weeks now. it's time to start looking again.

I hate looking for a job. I really want to work. but looking for a job makes me look at myself and I see how inadequate I am, how unhirable my history makes me. I'm a good worker, and a good employee. I get things...
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What was the one thing this summer that you'll remember for the rest of your life?

I don't think I've ever had as much fun as I had today.... working.

I went and saw The 40 Year Old Virgin.

I know it's not out yet. I'm just that cool, I get to see things early.

I'm going to spoil it for you all.

He loses his virginity.