fallfromgrace

I think I have a condition.

let me clarify. my throat has been sore for about a month, on and off. it's sore today, so I brush it with my toothbrush, in the tonsil area where it's really swollen.

I retract the toothbrush to find blood all over it.

I really can't afford to go to a doctor and have him say, "it's nothing, here, take some cough syrup that will make you vomit" again.

I'm taking my lip rings out for good. last time, they were the problem. if they aren't the problem, then I'm pretty much fucked because I'm not going to a doctor.