Tuesday Jan 18, 2005

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I've been thinking about moving away from Bellingham.

I've been also thinking about quitting playing all my video games. I'm sure there's people out there who can handle both being social in the real world and playing games, but I'm not one of them. I need to get out, and perhaps this is the only way.

If I don't start meeting people, I'm going to die. I've been checked out by a medical professional, and they told me my loneliness is terminal. blackeyed

I think I have pnuemonia I can't stop coughing. I been sick for 4 weeks now. Maybe I should go see a medical professional about that too.

Nah.

What's the hardest thing for you to do?

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cosyne:
Moving away from Bellingham -- GOOD

Quitting your video games -- not so good in my opinion since there are so many good ones out. But if it's something you have to do, then it's something you have to do.

As for trivia, it's on the first Thursday of each month, so the next one is on the 3rd of February. Hopefully we'll see you there this time!
vixenreincarnate:
I think I'm going through a lot of the same emotions as you, yet I am not so eloquent when it comes to expressing them. My doctor's answer is to just put me on more and more medication. At this point I have no idea if it's helping or not. All I know is that I desperately want to be loved and accepted, but I can't deal with the struggle to find the right person. It's 12:30am here and I've spent an entire day off from work going from the computer to my bed and repeating this cycle all day. I am sick and lonely and I wish I could say something to make you feel better, but I'm not good with that kind of stuff though. I can tell from the little that we have talked that you seem like a great person and I enjoy talking to you! miao!!

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