fallfromgrace

Wheeze.

My place of employment, Fred Meyer, is being remodeled. The Reefers (refrigeration guys) moved a cooler, and let Freon spray out all over, and I got a huge whiff of the stuff. now, my head hurts and my right lung's hurting bad. It's hard to breathe.

So I was experimented on in the aforementioned treatment centers... Did I ever mention that? Yup, well, maybe not experimented...

What happened is this: the shrinks say to me, "you, you're growing way too fast! We need to give these shots every 3 weeks to make sure you grow taller, won't that be neat!"

So I get these shots.... Of Depo Provera. In case you're not familiar, it's a birth control/method of chemical castration. Who knows how bad it fucked up my 12 year old body...

So I'm probaby short because of that.

All work and no play makes LeavesToReturn a dull boy.

Edited to add: I FUCKING HATE THIS!!! I HATE THAT MY FUCKING LIFE CONSISTS OF WORKING A SHIT JOB AND SLEEPING, JUST TO PAY OFF FUCKING DEBT. In 5 months it will be all gone, but I really am annoyed that I'm in this shitty holding pattern whilr it seems everyone else is living the sweet life. I'm so damn lonely, and I'm so damn tired of sleeping when the sun is up. Why is it that my goals are always "just out of reach"?