fallfromgrace

I worked my ass off today. was behind the bar most of the night, loved every fucking second of it. I was born for this shit, I swear. took a quiet moment to smoke a cigarette. First one ever. I'm not sure I see the appeal yet, as I fail to do it in a cool fashion. It probably won't become a habit. maybe I'll pick up cigars as an affectation.

My boss loves me. Seriously, I found out they gave me more hours over another person that had worked there longer because they really like me. They have discussions about me. I was so in the groove tonight that it is not even funny.

I'm thinking about picking up a third job. crazy, I know. but I'm thinking about it. I'm sick of staring at this fucking monitor, anything is better than this. Except CBT... I'm not quite there yet.