as an answer to one of the lovely, gorgeous, amazing, sexy, (ok ok, I gotta stop!) Lauren's journal questions, I wrote down another dream I had. (go read!) In fact, I had that dream right after the previous dream I mentioned, and it was worse. Those are the only two nightmares (as I would label them) that I really have ever had, and they...
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I'm going to make it.
It's amazing what some cleaning can do. I feel refreshed and ready to go.
I still struggle with the "i'm trash" conditioning my upbringing has instilled in me. My mother knew smoking would kill her, you see. She smoked, so she killed herself. she committed suicide rather than watch me grow up. my dad hated me, so he shipped me...
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It's amazing what some cleaning can do. I feel refreshed and ready to go.
I still struggle with the "i'm trash" conditioning my upbringing has instilled in me. My mother knew smoking would kill her, you see. She smoked, so she killed herself. she committed suicide rather than watch me grow up. my dad hated me, so he shipped me...
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lego_:
Yeah, I agree with urhoodiefetish- some people are shits and they don't know and/or don't care. The fact that you even give a shit about who you are and your life puts you a step ahead of those people.
I know how you feel, 'cos I've been through it myself. The last few months have taught me a lot, though, 'cos I've been miles from home and all the comfort and tricks I use to make people like me. Somehow I've made friends here and I know that it's because people like me for who I am, not what I do.
Dude, you haven't done anything for me here apart from showing you care, but I still consider you a great guy.
Trust me, people can just tell.
I know how you feel, 'cos I've been through it myself. The last few months have taught me a lot, though, 'cos I've been miles from home and all the comfort and tricks I use to make people like me. Somehow I've made friends here and I know that it's because people like me for who I am, not what I do.
Dude, you haven't done anything for me here apart from showing you care, but I still consider you a great guy.
Trust me, people can just tell.
lauren:
What a wonderful response to my journal! That dreams sounds fun and oh so scary! I woke up laughing last night due to mine. It was quite entertaining. There was alot more to it that just made it even funnier, but the details are unnecessary. lol. I can't even take a smile off of my face when I think back to it. *hearts*
there's people in my house!
what's the cheesiest pick-up lines you have ever heard?
ever heard any that work?
ever heard any that work?
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awryx:
one where a guy say something about a map and getting lost in the eyes, haha.
and u know, thanks for ur comment in my journal.
i really appreciate it
have a nice weekend and be well
and u know, thanks for ur comment in my journal.
i really appreciate it
have a nice weekend and be well
hylian42:
Any that I've ever tried on a girl.
Half-life 2 is fun.
sorry about my outburst.
sometimes the inevitable crushing defeat gets to me.
sometimes the inevitable crushing defeat gets to me.
lego_:
I know what you mean.
Just remember that very few things are completely inevitable.
And that we love you.
Just remember that very few things are completely inevitable.
And that we love you.
awryx:
outbursts are okay
we care
remember that.
we care
remember that.
here's a question:
Is it ever ok to kill yourself? like, if you're really depressed or really sick and going to die anyway? I mean, I imagine I'll be really sick someday. I'm also going to eventually die. I'm also depressed.
Here's the bigger question: has anyone ever posted their Suicide note on Suicidegirls.com in their journal? just wrote: "I'm going to kill myself, see...
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Is it ever ok to kill yourself? like, if you're really depressed or really sick and going to die anyway? I mean, I imagine I'll be really sick someday. I'm also going to eventually die. I'm also depressed.
Here's the bigger question: has anyone ever posted their Suicide note on Suicidegirls.com in their journal? just wrote: "I'm going to kill myself, see...
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iyce:
I don't want you to kill yourself. I pray that whatever it is that you need right now, that you will receive it. It would be too sad to find out that you killed yourself.....
awryx:
dont kill yourself.
i hope u dont.
i was close to it one time.
then i didnt.
and im still here.
i hope u'll be okay.
people do care.
tho it may not seem like it.
(ah i hope i remember this advice one day)
*hugs*
i hope u dont.
i was close to it one time.
then i didnt.
and im still here.
i hope u'll be okay.
people do care.
tho it may not seem like it.
(ah i hope i remember this advice one day)
*hugs*
I'm
ok, I'm tired of waiting for the hat to fall.
we all know that the Christian coalition is trying to take over the world. we all know that china is using too many of "our" resources (everything belongs to america by manifest destiny) we all know that GW is ruining the nation I live in.
why the fuck aren't we doing anything about it?
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we all know that the Christian coalition is trying to take over the world. we all know that china is using too many of "our" resources (everything belongs to america by manifest destiny) we all know that GW is ruining the nation I live in.
why the fuck aren't we doing anything about it?
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I could use some booze.
my life is pretty good.
I've got a trust fund i can sit on and live off of while playing video games. I have enough to eat and a place to sleep. I have clothes that keep me warm and a part time job for extra money. I have no real illnesses, and my only concern, to have a girl to love and be loved...
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I've got a trust fund i can sit on and live off of while playing video games. I have enough to eat and a place to sleep. I have clothes that keep me warm and a part time job for extra money. I have no real illnesses, and my only concern, to have a girl to love and be loved...
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awryx:
ok ill remind u
smashcritical:
Don't get too comfortable. He has ways of shaking things up when we get complacent
Happy for you man.
Happy for you man.
Hey.
it's all alright.
let's go to the moon and make ice cream sandwiches.
it's all alright.
let's go to the moon and make ice cream sandwiches.
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hylian42:
I don't think it would work. Once I tried eating all the bright red flowers I could find, but I never could shoot fireballs.
And turtle shells do NOT make good weapons. Trust me on this.
And turtle shells do NOT make good weapons. Trust me on this.
sweetbuns:
did someone say ice cream sandwiches?? 
geez, all I have to report is the delightful yet slightly awkward dream I had about a close encounter with Al.
Sorry I haven't been to your journal lately. I'll promise to be good! Really! Please don't whip me again!