I've been thinking about moving away from Bellingham.
I've been also thinking about quitting playing all my video games. I'm sure there's people out there who can handle both being social in the real world and playing games, but I'm not one of them. I need to get out, and perhaps this is the only way.
If I don't start meeting people, I'm going to...
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I've been also thinking about quitting playing all my video games. I'm sure there's people out there who can handle both being social in the real world and playing games, but I'm not one of them. I need to get out, and perhaps this is the only way.
If I don't start meeting people, I'm going to...
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I wish wasn't so needy.
I wish I wasn't so lonely.
I wish I wasn't so unhappy.
I wish I wasn't so hideous.
I wish I wasn't so self-loathing.
I wish I wasn't so depressed.
I wish I always saw myself for who I really am, not who I think I am or who I think people think I am (negatively).
I wish that I...
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I wish I wasn't so lonely.
I wish I wasn't so unhappy.
I wish I wasn't so hideous.
I wish I wasn't so self-loathing.
I wish I wasn't so depressed.
I wish I always saw myself for who I really am, not who I think I am or who I think people think I am (negatively).
I wish that I...
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kinkerbelle:
thanks for the compliment 
pandamonium:
what's wrong, hon? 
send me an email through my contact if you need to vent.
send me an email through my contact if you need to vent.
why bother.
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hylian42:
Why not?
awryx:
the movie was pretty nice. i liked it.
im a fan of jennifer garner, so im not sure what others think haha. it was a cool one... and welp, u bother because u just have to , it's in ur great nature!
take care
im a fan of jennifer garner, so im not sure what others think haha. it was a cool one... and welp, u bother because u just have to , it's in ur great nature!
take care
I was looking through Kinkerbelle's groups... and I came across the Cockaholics group.
upon reading the reqs (either liking cocks or having one), I joined and started looking at other member's members.
I'm instantly regretting that decision.
I feel as if all my hard work to try and dissolve my inferiority complex has been nullified.
I'm going to sit in my room and not come...
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upon reading the reqs (either liking cocks or having one), I joined and started looking at other member's members.
I'm instantly regretting that decision.
I feel as if all my hard work to try and dissolve my inferiority complex has been nullified.
I'm going to sit in my room and not come...
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kinkerbelle:
thanks mr. blush. 
kinkerbelle:
sure. But don't be too rough.
But don't be too rough. Ahhh snow driving. My least favorite activity.
What else is new? Well, in two days it's back to killing zombies with resident evil 4. I just beat Vampire: The Masquerade Bloodlines, and that was a fun game. WoW still holds my attention though.
I'm kind of sort of tired, having only 3 hours of sleep.
Starting to feel better, slowly.
Went to a different starbucks...
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What else is new? Well, in two days it's back to killing zombies with resident evil 4. I just beat Vampire: The Masquerade Bloodlines, and that was a fun game. WoW still holds my attention though.
I'm kind of sort of tired, having only 3 hours of sleep.
Starting to feel better, slowly.
Went to a different starbucks...
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cairo:
Playing in the band. My trombone was my lover for 4 years.
Driving in the snow sucks ass. As a matter of fact, doing anything in the snow sucks ass.
You know what? SNOW sucks ass!!!
*edited cuz I'm missing brain cells
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Driving in the snow sucks ass. As a matter of fact, doing anything in the snow sucks ass.
You know what? SNOW sucks ass!!!
*edited cuz I'm missing brain cells
[Edited on Jan 12, 2005 4:41AM]
cairo:
I feel like a fool for asking....but what is a barista??
Well, I am unable to go to the seattle thing...
one, I'm very sick, and not only do I not feel like driving, or being around people, I don't wanna make anyone sick with what I got.
two, it is snowing here. first snow of the season, too, and bellingham isn't known for it's snow per se (coastal, usually isn't all that cold here).
So......
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one, I'm very sick, and not only do I not feel like driving, or being around people, I don't wanna make anyone sick with what I got.
two, it is snowing here. first snow of the season, too, and bellingham isn't known for it's snow per se (coastal, usually isn't all that cold here).
So......
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vixenreincarnate:
Sorry that you are not feeling well. Sometimes I kinda like being sick becuase it is a good time to put the world on hold and worry about myself.
oldbones:
Wow, Bellingham huh?
I once played a show in Bellingham but I can't remember the name of the bar.
Beauiful town.
Get well. And listen to some country for crying out loud (not in your beer)
There are some great country artists. Ask, I'll give you some names.
I once played a show in Bellingham but I can't remember the name of the bar.
Beauiful town.
Get well. And listen to some country for crying out loud (not in your beer)
There are some great country artists. Ask, I'll give you some names.
I'm still not feeling better.
I'm hoping that what feels like cold sores starting to "bud" on my lips is just them being sensitive because of the piercings..
Looking forward to the gathering on thursday.
thanks for your comments and remedies.
I'm hoping that what feels like cold sores starting to "bud" on my lips is just them being sensitive because of the piercings..
Looking forward to the gathering on thursday.
thanks for your comments and remedies.
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southernbelle:
Always glad to help!!
Have a great day!
Have a great day!
solaris:
thanks, you're very kind. sometimes a nice word from a stranger makes you feel like the world is slightly less bleak.
I've been thinking of things to say for this entry for, say... 10 minutes.
Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
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Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
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lillithvain:
So, I have really really bad sinus's most of the time...lost of pressure in my ears... I started doing yoga in the mornings, and it make the sinus's better. I can tell the difference if I don't do it. And, it tightens and tones....I suggest trying that.
hylian42:
Here ya go, dude.
Get better.
Get better.
I've been thinking of things to say for this entry for, say... 10 minutes.
Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
Read More
Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
Read More
I've been thinking of things to say for this entry for, say... 10 minutes.
Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
Read More
Nothing is coming to me.
I've got some sort of head cold, so that's worth noting. Often times my skull really hurts. I am beginning to wonder if I have a brain tumor. I guess I'll find out when the pressure on my brain from the expanding malignancy causes me to...
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So this is the new year, and I don't feel any different
The clanking of crystal, explosions off in the distance
So this is the new year, and I have no resolutions
It's self-assigned penance for problems with easy solutions.
I only remember one new years eve. I was in high school, and there was a party my senior year, and for some reason my...
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The clanking of crystal, explosions off in the distance
So this is the new year, and I have no resolutions
It's self-assigned penance for problems with easy solutions.
I only remember one new years eve. I was in high school, and there was a party my senior year, and for some reason my...
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vixenreincarnate:
First off, thanks for the encouragement with my "situation" at hand. It really does help to get all the encouragement I can, seeing as I keep second guessing this. At this point though, my mind is made up - I hope*...oh no, here she goes again....
Sorry about your lack of festivity for the new year. I think it has kind of lost all of it's hype on my holiday list but it was nice spending it with the kids I was watching becuase it was the first time they got to stay up for it...and it was something I'll remember and hopefully they will too.
1. I have no idea! And I have a strong dislike for people who babble on about thier goals, etc because usually they are materialistic. With growing up I've decided that the only affirmation our lives need is from within, not the outside world. Corny, but true.
2. No party favors, just some ginger ale and kisses from the boys I watch. One of whom asked me to marry him.....too bad he's only 6.
3. Maple snow cones. I think it's a new york thing. And kettle corn. Always end up on the huge ferris wheel, but I'm not big on rides other than that. No fave exhibits, but I always love watching the performers that they have.
4. I was the only girl that I know to have any transformers and I didn't have any gobots. Transformers win on this one.
Sorry about your lack of festivity for the new year. I think it has kind of lost all of it's hype on my holiday list but it was nice spending it with the kids I was watching becuase it was the first time they got to stay up for it...and it was something I'll remember and hopefully they will too.
1. I have no idea! And I have a strong dislike for people who babble on about thier goals, etc because usually they are materialistic. With growing up I've decided that the only affirmation our lives need is from within, not the outside world. Corny, but true.
2. No party favors, just some ginger ale and kisses from the boys I watch. One of whom asked me to marry him.....too bad he's only 6.
3. Maple snow cones. I think it's a new york thing. And kettle corn. Always end up on the huge ferris wheel, but I'm not big on rides other than that. No fave exhibits, but I always love watching the performers that they have.
4. I was the only girl that I know to have any transformers and I didn't have any gobots. Transformers win on this one.
awryx:
i hope things look up for u.
i have anger yep, but im going to try to deal with it now.
hope u feel better about the each day being special. it's quite true.
1. what do you have to live for? What grand design or majestic purpose justfies your existance? Beyond your own hubris and hedonism, what validates your life? Should our lives need affirmation at all?
- i live to do what i want. i live to find people who shares a certain love in life as i do.
2. What party favors (bubbles, poppers, those blow whistles that inflate, etc) did you use this New Years Eve, if any?
- i didnt use anything, all i had was a half filled cup of pepsi haha.
3. When you go to the state fair, which food booth do you absolutely have to hit up? which ride or exhibit? In Michigian, I always liked the cow made out of butter.
- ooh ive never been to a state fair....
4. Transformers or Go-bots? - transformers, i used to llike em.
take care
i have anger yep, but im going to try to deal with it now.
hope u feel better about the each day being special. it's quite true.
1. what do you have to live for? What grand design or majestic purpose justfies your existance? Beyond your own hubris and hedonism, what validates your life? Should our lives need affirmation at all?
- i live to do what i want. i live to find people who shares a certain love in life as i do.
2. What party favors (bubbles, poppers, those blow whistles that inflate, etc) did you use this New Years Eve, if any?
- i didnt use anything, all i had was a half filled cup of pepsi haha.
3. When you go to the state fair, which food booth do you absolutely have to hit up? which ride or exhibit? In Michigian, I always liked the cow made out of butter.
- ooh ive never been to a state fair....
4. Transformers or Go-bots? - transformers, i used to llike em.
take care
I don't have plans for new years eve.
and I can't drink because of the piercings.
But I'm excited to be going to a gathering of folks in Seattle a week from now. Thinking about it makes me feel like my life is moving forward again, that I'm moving toward making those connections.
I love my new books. they arrived today.
Questions:
1. what is...
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and I can't drink because of the piercings.
But I'm excited to be going to a gathering of folks in Seattle a week from now. Thinking about it makes me feel like my life is moving forward again, that I'm moving toward making those connections.
I love my new books. they arrived today.
Questions:
1. what is...
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frankalina:
ooooh so R yewe............ 
frankalina:
Questions:
1. what is kinky to you? crumbling oreos in the bed and having dirty cookie sex on top......
2. What is one sexual fantasy you have? (be serious. don't say things like a three way with bob dole and Bozo the Clown in a vat of tapioca pudding unless you REALLY fantasize about that). To become a member of the mile high club....
3. What are your new years resolutions, if any? To eat at home more often, go hiking, camping, be outdoors more and resolve to do them.
4. Not a question, but go through your friends list and leave a testimonial for 3 friends of yours who have less than 3 testimonials. Fine then be that way...........
(side note:sexy lip piercings...)
1. what is kinky to you? crumbling oreos in the bed and having dirty cookie sex on top......
2. What is one sexual fantasy you have? (be serious. don't say things like a three way with bob dole and Bozo the Clown in a vat of tapioca pudding unless you REALLY fantasize about that). To become a member of the mile high club....
3. What are your new years resolutions, if any? To eat at home more often, go hiking, camping, be outdoors more and resolve to do them.
4. Not a question, but go through your friends list and leave a testimonial for 3 friends of yours who have less than 3 testimonials. Fine then be that way...........
(side note:sexy lip piercings...)
Quitting your video games -- not so good in my opinion since there are so many good ones out. But if it's something you have to do, then it's something you have to do.
As for trivia, it's on the first Thursday of each month, so the next one is on the 3rd of February. Hopefully we'll see you there this time!