fallensunrise

Once you have finished having sex or done mediating in a corner, the problems of life still exist.

Journal / Parable - Trapped in a corner , a calling once again


There is a parent who suffered so bad that he almost kill himself and his entire family. The father of this household use to be a very good business personal but his soul was lacking of evolution. But god or rather nature did not found pity but an opening of love for...
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Journla : Mediation


Something is happening to the world. Alot of people are staring to pay attention to the world.

IF physicist Richard Hoagland is correct who said that ' Elenin' is not a comet but a starship that was sent by our ancestors to free the people from the control of the elites ( oil, banks, gov't) , then living itself is quite interesting...
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Journa : Dream


When I was waking up this morning, semi conciously, I heard a feminie voice whom told me , " The future depends on you".

I interpret as an innovation but with deep meaning : (A) The word "The future" - means our future as a family you and I (B) "depends on you" - requires an act, that is service to others...
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Journal : Its one of those days again that give me strength

I find myself when I enter into a debate I always lose even though I am the innocent one. However, when I just surrender/ submit before the debate I always win.

Losing when enter into a debate - I become emotional and breakdown
Losing before I enter the debate - I become someone...
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Journal SG experience

One thing I do not like is to follow orders. One thing I do like is justice and virtue, therefore freedom and goodness. However, there is a conflict between the two if you are always becoming virtue all the time there is no freedom to evolve and if you live freely all the time you will destroy others and yourself. That is...
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I can be very mysterious sometimes. I love beauty, and to see beauty one must look at the sun for the first time even though you have seen it many times, and that is true mediation.

This is the first time I sign up on anything comparing to other sites, so congratulations to 'Sucidegirls,' which has an awesome marketing team. and beautiful artists. I hope...
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