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( closing my eyes and holding out my hand like there is a fire out of my palmwith a dark smile ) Times are shifiting when one can no longer live under fear and security. But in terms of freedom and desire.
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Trying not to hurt people

I can feel a spiritual maturity within me. I don't think I can call this puberty or lust or sexual appetite, because there is the feeling of universal love, responsibility, and compassionate wisdom in it.

I have been observing the types of love these months. There is one special type of love: that is honestly and regretfulness, I remember is...
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What is the new world ?

An unknown place that is mysteriously wise and beautiful
dangerous and exciting
Knowing what will happen everyday seems quite dull
but this is security and fear
is this natural or unnatural ?

What is then freedom if you know what is going to happen ? Understanding freedom is is a strange new light
while living in freedom is quite...
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Carried by the Night

Emotions differed within me
not the one that you know
but the one that heaven knows
where the lotus does not know its blossoming


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Journal : Mediation

Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. This is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you will...
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Journal : Mediation

Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. Something this is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you...
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TORTURE ME MY BEAUTIFUL SUCCUBUS


In this middle of the night,

can you destroy me,

torture me,

pleasure me



If not I'll give you my prescribtion

I want to destroy,

rip apart your clothing

because you are covered in deception



Because how wonderful naturally you are naked.

I want to torture

stimulate your glands

because sweat rids your diseases



How divine you are now because...
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Journal: Mediation living in compassion / learning the ways of love after ways of light

To love someone that is deemed undesirable is a strange experience. This experience is much more different then looking at the eyes of a priest, but a common eye, perhaps a universal one.

To love someone who is attractive in physical appearance is one thing but also who has a...
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