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Monday Jan 16, 2012

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Journal : Part I Real life 17yr Sucidal Girl Jessica - Lotus
Jessica who lives in a bad neighborhood, drug and violence, yet she is righteous, brave, and just. Withstanding the tempatations of sex, loniless, poverty, sometimes manipulation and even death she manage to survive without anyone, os is it without any many friends, then again just a few.

Jessica, who lives with a single mother, and a little brother; who has a father that is around 50's, a ex-gang member, poor and lives with his mother, and get finacial support off his son, Jessica's half brother. Her life is surrounded by negativity yet she manages to survive .

Meeting Jessica one day, she was a liar and deciever like her mother, father, and half brother, yet seeing deep within her she was just, rightous, and brave. She was beaten down in her classes, the black and whites, even the asians didn't accepted her; only the very few. She was entering a turning point, and so was I.

I saw in her eyes she wa sucidal, and if I do not love her she is most certainty will become a drug addict or become a prosititue, which she told me she would have become if her litter brother was not born. She tells me she will cut herself, out of depression. She is truly a sucidal girl. This was an opportunity for the philosopher to learn was is love in the deep sense, otherwise, because of her righteous nature she will kill herself, and I would blame myself.



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