Trying not to hurt people
I can feel a spiritual maturity within me. I don't think I can call this puberty or lust or sexual appetite, because there is the feeling of universal love, responsibility, and compassionate wisdom in it.
I have been observing the types of love these months. There is one special type of love: that is honestly and regretfulness, I remember is when a man of virtue demands too much, he overlooks the chastity of the other and causes her suicidal death and this man of virtue lived with regret. This is not only from a story but also can be observed in real life in terms of movie celebrities, not sure about the western world.
Then there is a type of love where one just simply want to have sex, and this responsibility and honor sets in motion. Not sure about those who are gear towards ignorance that is not a lover of wisdom, perhaps power.
Ever since I am trying to love someone I don't love, she is actually turning out to be well, almost like a heroine.
I think the best love I have mediated thus far is the compassionate kind, I can feel a great sense of healing power like the one Jesus may have obtained. The second type of love would be repentance like Mary of Magdalene, from ashes to glory. The third kind would be honor. I think that is the last one, I don't know.
The false love would be manipulation over others by deception. Theres no honestly and ecstasy in that but mere addiction and fear.
I can feel a spiritual maturity within me. I don't think I can call this puberty or lust or sexual appetite, because there is the feeling of universal love, responsibility, and compassionate wisdom in it.
I have been observing the types of love these months. There is one special type of love: that is honestly and regretfulness, I remember is when a man of virtue demands too much, he overlooks the chastity of the other and causes her suicidal death and this man of virtue lived with regret. This is not only from a story but also can be observed in real life in terms of movie celebrities, not sure about the western world.
Then there is a type of love where one just simply want to have sex, and this responsibility and honor sets in motion. Not sure about those who are gear towards ignorance that is not a lover of wisdom, perhaps power.
Ever since I am trying to love someone I don't love, she is actually turning out to be well, almost like a heroine.
I think the best love I have mediated thus far is the compassionate kind, I can feel a great sense of healing power like the one Jesus may have obtained. The second type of love would be repentance like Mary of Magdalene, from ashes to glory. The third kind would be honor. I think that is the last one, I don't know.
The false love would be manipulation over others by deception. Theres no honestly and ecstasy in that but mere addiction and fear.