Journal : Mediation
Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. Something this is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you will not be loved - same feeling as if you don't do this or wear this the people around you will call you a fool)
IT is this strange exploding feeling, the feeling of freedom without limitation, otherwise know as flirtation and being naughty. There is light and there is love (freedom). However, once you dive into freedom one gets lost, in habit/addiction/ out of focus... and such.
Without honestly and free to be honest even though it may hurt other people feelings,, there can be no natural ecstasy or enLightenment
Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. Something this is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you will not be loved - same feeling as if you don't do this or wear this the people around you will call you a fool)
IT is this strange exploding feeling, the feeling of freedom without limitation, otherwise know as flirtation and being naughty. There is light and there is love (freedom). However, once you dive into freedom one gets lost, in habit/addiction/ out of focus... and such.
Without honestly and free to be honest even though it may hurt other people feelings,, there can be no natural ecstasy or enLightenment