fallensunrise

Journal : Its one of those days again that give me strength

I find myself when I enter into a debate I always lose even though I am the innocent one. However, when I just surrender/ submit before the debate I always win.

Losing when enter into a debate - I become emotional and breakdown
Losing before I enter the debate - I become someone lost but later the opponent realize he was wrong due to certain ( unnatural ) circumstance and becomes enlighten. And this happens most of the time.

The situation today my father is enforcing something that is undesirable to me, like taking a wife, or rather reasoning with me with the advantages of having one. However, knowing these reasons are all traditional and no matter how enlighten I am I cannot give him this nor to another. Therefore I remain silent, and the next day my dad remembered my strength and how I came to be once again. This unknown beautiful side, the wise side yet have be revealed fully. What is it that he saw, money in the mail, which he blindly desires most of his life time.