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Trying not to hurt people

I can feel a spiritual maturity within me. I don't think I can call this puberty or lust or sexual appetite, because there is the feeling of universal love, responsibility, and compassionate wisdom in it.

I have been observing the types of love these months. There is one special type of love: that is honestly and regretfulness, I remember is...
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What is the new world ?

An unknown place that is mysteriously wise and beautiful
dangerous and exciting
Knowing what will happen everyday seems quite dull
but this is security and fear
is this natural or unnatural ?

What is then freedom if you know what is going to happen ? Understanding freedom is is a strange new light
while living in freedom is quite...
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Carried by the Night

Emotions differed within me
not the one that you know
but the one that heaven knows
where the lotus does not know its blossoming


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Journal : Mediation

Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. This is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you will...
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Journal : Mediation

Living life all alone so free and so capable I don't believe I am depress but feel pity for myself that all these abilities going to waste yet I fell complete peace with myself. However, love comes along arousing in a special way. Something this is different than lust, or fitting into a social image that is the family ( otherwise you...
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TORTURE ME MY BEAUTIFUL SUCCUBUS


In this middle of the night,

can you destroy me,

torture me,

pleasure me



If not I'll give you my prescribtion

I want to destroy,

rip apart your clothing

because you are covered in deception



Because how wonderful naturally you are naked.

I want to torture

stimulate your glands

because sweat rids your diseases



How divine you are now because...
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Journal: Mediation living in compassion / learning the ways of love after ways of light

To love someone that is deemed undesirable is a strange experience. This experience is much more different then looking at the eyes of a priest, but a common eye, perhaps a universal one.

To love someone who is attractive in physical appearance is one thing but also who has a...
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SELF - CREATION by SELF-DESTRUCTION

O' the things I want to do to you
not for my own
but for your own

O' how I want you never be bored or wasteful
but be tortured
to help you learn new pain

I want you to be a mother
above the dark heavenly clouds
and tending my little devils

Will you let me sacrifice you
so...
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In the Darkest Hours


The sun is about to rise soon

how you attack the individual is unknowningly beautiful

You have batlike angel wings and limbs like a spider

you send me in the air chaining me up to the wall full of desire

Your eyes have mulitple dimension

that can see all my emotions and heighten my senses

and your hands, beautiful hands, hang...
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What is natural esctasy ?

It is when both parthners communicate honest emotions to one another and sometimes in words.

What is honest love?

It is when one becomes a catalyst for another rather than a sexual object.

Is there such a thing call honest love?

It is when one is full of fear, trembling because that immensity of love of hers and there is...
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