I keep flowing through every day life bumps. So many things I let destroy my mind to which I should never allow. I questioned today why truely I care so much about every thing which matters so little. I keep getting destoryed slowly by everything around me, I am loosing so much faith. Even nature I question the wrath of. I have been blessed to...
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Hello everyone. I havn't been here in forever. As update for I know little of what updates I have made, but I moved to sacramento california on my motorcycle. 3,000 miles across country with all of my belongings. Rather fun trip, but long and devistating all in all. On my first day I made it to Rola Missouri and it was freezing rain, and after...
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My life has been at an extreme pace and this may be short due to exhaustion. I have achieved a state with my body in which the sleep depervation has taken a huge toll on my body. All of this is for a new life. I won't lie this is also for a girl. BUT my journey is the journey for the ultimate happiness. I...
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Missery loves company...So why am I still here alone...

Every day I push myself beyond what my life ever should sucumb to. One person in my life helps me develop my thoughts and realize for whome I am doing this for. She is the only reason I allow myself to be punished physically and mentally. Soon enough I will find her by my side in...
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After finishing my last post I ended up at work once again. My first job was ok to walk into. I found myself busy and dead all through the night. I wound up at some point in time hating someone I used to adore there. He was the one who trained me, granted I do not do anything the way he once did. Now he...
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This is my first blog. Let me tell you that I will spend more time complaining on these than any other thing.
Alittle background, I work two jobs at 60 hours a week to keep my life alive. I also have 13 credits in hopes that I will one day have a job that won't require 60 hours just to be able to wake up...
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