well it looks like finn and i may have a spot in a shelter tomorrow afternoon and then who knows what. i'm not wanted and cannot cry myself to sleep anymore. i'll most likely be leaving my phone behind because he pays the bill. i doubt i'll be talking to anyone because sg wouldn't be allowed on a library computer.

take care sg


EDIT:
to fill everyone in, i did not go to a shelter, but it's good to know that it actually is an option because if this relationship does in fact fail, i will need somewhere to go and they would have the resources to help me get back on my feet a little faster than just crashing with a friend.