fallenglory

[[EDIT]]

I removed my post from yesterday because I realize I sounded like I hated everything about my life, which I don't. There are a lot of things I would like to change about my life, but that takes time and some things *I* just can't change and either need to deal with by accepting or by leaving behind. I need to keep my feelings to myself sometimes because it's hard to go back and edit them later without either taking them back having to re-explain everything. I was upset because we got into a fight- again. Yes, they happen often lately. Neither of us are very happy right now and until things change for us, it will be like this a lot. So we get into fights nearly everyday over something stupid, but they always escalate to the real issues once we're mad or upset. Again, this will happen until things are able to change. Right now they just aren't.

The good news is that we always make up, apologize and explain. I finally got the time that I asked for yesterday so I could cool down, which I was not getting when I posted this and something else on here, hence the "desperate" tone.