fallenglory

i'm freaking out. today this woman is coming at around 5pm to meet me and discuss the possibility of having her children here. i wasn't like this with the other kids because i had already been watching them elsewhere. now it's not only me being interviewed, but the apartment as well. i hate everything about this place right now. i can't seem to stop rearranging things....it's too small, it's slightly cluttered from being so small, there isn't enough for them to do...i'm starting to look pregnant and worried that she won't want to leave her kids with me. wtf is wrong with me??!!