fallen_seraph

Well, work today was characteristically dull. I think it's time to quit. After a conversation between Chris and myself this evening, it was pointed out (perhaps rightly so) that I'm a real sucker for complacency- in that the only way I'll get off my furry ginger arse and get a new job will be if I no longer have one.

This assessment may be true.

To test the theory, I have all day tomorrow off work. I intend to update my CV by detailing how _fabulous_ I am and apply to oodles of jobs. *grin* Though how I'll squeeze 'dancing queenie' in there (ask Porl, 's his fault) I have no idea.

Yay. I used the word 'oodles' back there. This makes me happy. *thinks* Fuck, I need to get out more.

Anyways, back to the point. Hopefully, I will succeed at my goals for the day and be awarded the 'Productive' badge as opposed to the 'Shit' badge. Which is probably more of a smear, than an actual badge. Though, I have a horrible feeling I'll just sit and polish off the book I'm reading and/or play video games. Both appeal massively.

So...yeah. Lost my train of thought...uh. Ah, yes. Quitting my job. So, if the worst happens (and being a pessimist, it usually does) and I'm shit and don't do anything useful tomorrow, the idea was proposed that I just hand my four weeks notice in on friday as that most definitely _will_ motivate me to get my proverbial poo together.

Looking forward to the weekend- have booked it off at Chris' request so we can go out clubbing for my birthday (as Jillys really isn't his thing) and his boyfriend will be up. The plan thus far is Blackpool on the saturday night. Haven't been out on 'the scene' *giggles* in ages, so should be fun. Also, as I'm working 'til ten on friday night I can't make it to what I'd hoped to do, hence Jillys may be likely (depends on cash). If anyone is planning on going, lemme know. It'd be good to see some familiar faces.

Right. Bored of typing now. Will update tomorrow after much productiveness. Honest.

Swear to god.

Despite being an atheist.