fallen1carus

i am moving across the country. to a place i have been to twice briefly, but i now feel like it's my home.

i worked at the coffee shop tonight and it felt so foreign. i haven't worked there in a week and a half, but that's not it. it's like i was just killing time before leaving, but doing something that wasn't really fun. i just kept thinking that i would only be doing this for about another two weeks, and then i would never do it again.

i am making this huge change in my life. not only in physical location, but i am quitting 3 jobs, two of which i love, and leaving behind lots of people that i love. but i am bringing one with me, and that's all i'll really know. i want to take this opportunity to change things in my life.

i don't want work to dictate my life schedule even when i'm not at work.

i want to be nicer to my boyfriend, and not get upset about trivial things.

i want to spend more time outside.

i want to start eating things that are good for me and excercise doing something that i enjoy.

i want to remember that human beings are all hiding something, and make genuine attempts to tell people what's on my mind, truly and exactly, even when it might not make sense.

i want to be cleaner. i am getting rid of a shitload of stuff, and i'm going to try and keep it that way. there is so much i don't need.

25 days until we move...