fallen1carus

i was watching the swish of my underskirt-worn-as-skirt against the contrast of mat's jeans and old tennis shoes on the drunken walk home. i felt a little overdressed for the walk.

i love mat so much. he drank way too much and has been puking up awful things all day. i wish i could turn myself into the pepto bismol tablets that they didn't have at the store and crawl in his stomach for a while to make things better. at least while he's waiting tables. he just left. i hope they send him home.

i have to close tonight at the coffee shop. blah. i hate spending my sunday evenings doing stupid crap until 3 in the morning.

but it's lovely out. i think the crabapples will bloom soon.