heidi came into the store yesterday. heidi is a girl that i... dabbled with... in high school. i haven't seen her for about 5 or 6 years. she disappeared to seattle. i always had this "what if" feeling about her... i was seeing someone else at the time so things never really worked out.
she didn't notice me at first and then i saw it was her face. i got all shaky and nervous... i got some size 7 shoes out for her. they were too big. i told her we could order some in size 6.
i think it was good... it was really anticlimactic. she looked kind of hoochie-like and i didn't feel any lust for her. it made me realize how much my fascination with her was just a high school excitement with something new. she's still terribly cute, but i kind of felt like blurting out "hey i have this awesome boyfriend now that makes my heart melt every day and that's way better than some meaningless lust." it was weird.
i just broke a glass on the carpet. i was lost in thought or something and just stepped wrong, causing a pile of crap from my desk to fall everywhere. it was one of the really nice gigantic glasses that we got free with that sweet beer. how unfortunate.
a quick note about the cam: when it's on, that doesn't mean i am catering to you! this is a video feed of me, sitting and doing whatever i'm doing at the computer. if you think me just sitting there with my clothes on isn't entertaining, then don't watch it. don't mail me asking me to make certain facial expressions or get naked. geez people.
she didn't notice me at first and then i saw it was her face. i got all shaky and nervous... i got some size 7 shoes out for her. they were too big. i told her we could order some in size 6.
i think it was good... it was really anticlimactic. she looked kind of hoochie-like and i didn't feel any lust for her. it made me realize how much my fascination with her was just a high school excitement with something new. she's still terribly cute, but i kind of felt like blurting out "hey i have this awesome boyfriend now that makes my heart melt every day and that's way better than some meaningless lust." it was weird.
i just broke a glass on the carpet. i was lost in thought or something and just stepped wrong, causing a pile of crap from my desk to fall everywhere. it was one of the really nice gigantic glasses that we got free with that sweet beer. how unfortunate.
a quick note about the cam: when it's on, that doesn't mean i am catering to you! this is a video feed of me, sitting and doing whatever i'm doing at the computer. if you think me just sitting there with my clothes on isn't entertaining, then don't watch it. don't mail me asking me to make certain facial expressions or get naked. geez people.
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Hey, do you know anyone named Carolyn is is trying out to be in Mad Rollin' Dolls (did I say that right?)? She's in her 30s and she's tiny and has shortish dark hair. She works at the library. You should say hi to her.