i like how now that ive met madison people from SG that i am actually getting the chance to hang out with them! went to the tattoo convention with evilannie, hallux and neil have stopped into work several times to keep me from being bored, went to Imogens party last week with trudrew, and moniker42 and nightclover came to my friend WonderfulDans party on saturday! i was mentioning to trudrew how at dan's party i was trying to have a conversation with some german-milkmaid type girl in a corset with boobs hanging out all over the place. at one point i realized i wasnt paying any attention at all, because her boobs were all-encompassing, and i blurted out you know, your boobs are really distracting. but she laughed and didnt seem to mind. then she shook them and i think she said something like shake what your mama gave ya!
so i have this dilemma. you know how in Clueless, cher has that moment when she realizes that, duh, shes head over heels for her step brother? well i had one of those moments (minus the step brother). and im afraid that if i dont act on it, it might be too late. and i dont want to lose my chance.
however, i can see having a very long term relationship with this person. very, long term. and i dont think im ready for that. im pretty into just having my fun and flirtation right now. i dont think it would be that difficult to tell them how i
feel, and i know theyre into me but i feel like it would be really horrible to just say i realized the other day that ive been totally stupid and i want you, but could you just wait for a while so i can have some fun fucking around? seems rather inconsiderate. anyone have some insight?
i think i might just be thinking about it too much...
so it's raining for the third day in a row. i love it. it's a bit cold for my taste, but i've been taking pictures and frolicking.
i have this sudden craving for all kinds of science... does anyone know of a good book of random scientific stuff, or a movie, or magazines, or anything else i could get from the library? i feel fascinated. i've got a movie to recommend. it's called microcosmos. it's about insect life, but it's shot down low so it's like you're seeing things from the bug's perspective, and it's set to all of this dramatic music. the best part is the dung beetle!
okay, i'm done now.
p.s. everyone go say hi to nightclover! i showed him the site the other night, and now he's got an account! woohoo!
so i have this dilemma. you know how in Clueless, cher has that moment when she realizes that, duh, shes head over heels for her step brother? well i had one of those moments (minus the step brother). and im afraid that if i dont act on it, it might be too late. and i dont want to lose my chance.
however, i can see having a very long term relationship with this person. very, long term. and i dont think im ready for that. im pretty into just having my fun and flirtation right now. i dont think it would be that difficult to tell them how i
feel, and i know theyre into me but i feel like it would be really horrible to just say i realized the other day that ive been totally stupid and i want you, but could you just wait for a while so i can have some fun fucking around? seems rather inconsiderate. anyone have some insight?
i think i might just be thinking about it too much...
so it's raining for the third day in a row. i love it. it's a bit cold for my taste, but i've been taking pictures and frolicking.
i have this sudden craving for all kinds of science... does anyone know of a good book of random scientific stuff, or a movie, or magazines, or anything else i could get from the library? i feel fascinated. i've got a movie to recommend. it's called microcosmos. it's about insect life, but it's shot down low so it's like you're seeing things from the bug's perspective, and it's set to all of this dramatic music. the best part is the dung beetle!
okay, i'm done now.
p.s. everyone go say hi to nightclover! i showed him the site the other night, and now he's got an account! woohoo!
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Cuz regret is a motherfucker.
But maybe you date this person and you just find out they're a motherfucker, and you end up worse off, and you just fuck a bunch of people anyway. Se la vie.
I don't know what you should do, but take the advice a very wise friend of mine, and suck every last sweet zephyr of creation out of this whole ball of wax.
Scrape every last bit from the grapefruit of life, and throw the husk away, blowing in the moonlight.
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