I pull my canoe up to the shore and I get the feeling that I'm someone else. No one has ever been here before. I step from the muddy bank into the jungle. I brush against a plant there without knowing it. But as I keep walking, it's starting to change. I turn around. It's beautiful.
Tiny glistening fibers uncurl from the ground together. The...
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under a tree in the leaves, i am trying to decide whether everything is dying or only changing.
i go across the highway to the lake. here it looks like there is another sky on the ground. the lake is a mirror for the moon, but always changing so the sky is never stable.
if you wanted to kill someone, this would be a good...
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i go across the highway to the lake. here it looks like there is another sky on the ground. the lake is a mirror for the moon, but always changing so the sky is never stable.
if you wanted to kill someone, this would be a good...
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userlame:
the other job sucked, the pay was less than shit, and i barely ever managed to get 10 hours a week. doesn't cut it.
and the nurse was being a fucking perv. very unprofessional.
and the nurse was being a fucking perv. very unprofessional.
my_name_is_keith:
nope didn't see any pubic hari, I was fairly far back from the stage, only got a good glimpse of her when she walked the length of the bar.
what the fuck. i wish my mom would stop asking me if i'm pregnant. i told her that i got sick the other day and she was all up in my shit with the "maybe you're pregnant. that's one of the first symptoms." the previous time i saw her i was complaining about how my tits are going to be as huge as my head...
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therudeboy:
I think I saw you at the movies tonight.... I'm guessing it was you I was sitting right in front of you, until a dude asked me to move over. I would have introduced myself, but you were with a bunch of people. I thought it might have been kind of awkward. If it wasnt you maybe it was your doppelganger 
therudeboy:
It was you... Sorry... next time I will say hi.
i hate it! make the site go back! i don't care if it was slower. it's ugly. it's a bad use of space, it's making me sick. i might be able to handle it if they at least got rid of that stupid frilly background.
i do like it that it says "old skool" under my pic though. i'm a thug like that.
but come...
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i do like it that it says "old skool" under my pic though. i'm a thug like that.
but come...
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lucychromosome:
that's an insane fantasy you have there ....I wonder as well
antipode3141592:
Fallen, I think your profile pic pretty much sums it up. I actually liked the new site at first, but now i'm wanting the old site back... or at least get rid of that stupid black lacey background...
star trek... oh how i miss that show. maybe i should start watching tv again... *shrugs*
star trek... oh how i miss that show. maybe i should start watching tv again... *shrugs*
i have returned from portland to the land of wisconsin where i have to wear two pairs of pants at once when i leave the house. it's cold, and i wanna go back. the city is so wonderful, and i also had an awesome host. Ami showed me all kinds of beautiful things in the city and now i want to move there more...
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anything:
gang bangin and kickin foo's. reprazent, mofo.
trinityy:
lmao .. yes i am indeed!!! yayyyyyy.. you shoudl make itto the house warming party killa and i are having in dec!!! you and missy shoudl do it up together!!
much love
trin
xoxo
much love
trin
xoxo
i'm in portland, and it's lots of fun. 
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veganjihad:
hey, shouldnt you be back home by now... i hope so, because i might be in your area later on today... ill drop an email when i am...
amitabha:
you should definitely let me screen these pictures before you put them up online. otherwise everyone will know I actually look like a retard.
thanks for the well wishes from everybody. yes, i have stopped puking, and fuck if i know why it happened in the first place.
i discovered today that i'm not as poor a mofo as i thought i was. i got my bank statement and a check i thought hadn't gone through yet actually did, so i'm about $400 richer than i thought i was....
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i discovered today that i'm not as poor a mofo as i thought i was. i got my bank statement and a check i thought hadn't gone through yet actually did, so i'm about $400 richer than i thought i was....
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winter_____:
Aww, thanks for the invite! 
I'm not gonna go cause I have kid obligations and stuff, but I hope you have fun!
I'm not gonna go cause I have kid obligations and stuff, but I hope you have fun!
userlame:
*folds to appropriate suitcase size*
ok i'm all set!
ok i'm all set!
what the fuck is wrong with me? 
i woke up this morning and upon standing i felt like i needed to
. i dry heaved for a bit and assumed there was nothing in my tummy.
then i rollerbladed to class. these mopeds kept passing by and i could smell gasoline and it made me feel likeing. then trucks passed by putting smoke in...
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i woke up this morning and upon standing i felt like i needed to
. i dry heaved for a bit and assumed there was nothing in my tummy.
then i rollerbladed to class. these mopeds kept passing by and i could smell gasoline and it made me feel like
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synnove:
this whole entry reminds me of when i was taking a final when i had mono but didnt know i had it yet. i woke up and almost ed, just dry heaved. i was in class taking the final get insane hot flashes and sweating and wanting to . i had to run out in the middle of my final to go .
hope you're feeling better now
ed, just dry heaved. i was in class taking the final get insane hot flashes and sweating and wanting to . i had to run out in the middle of my final to go .
hope you're feeling better now
wren:
The first thing I thought was "Uh-oh, she's pregnant!".
Actually, something similar has been happening to everyone in my family. When my younger brother wakes up in the morning, he can't eat anything other than bland, BLAND food (crackers, animal and saltine variety, bread, etc. etc.). If he even smells anything else he wants to throw up. The rest of us just plain can't eat some days.
I think some wierd stomach thing is going around, actually. With my family we thought it was stress until we realized all of us had it.
Actually, something similar has been happening to everyone in my family. When my younger brother wakes up in the morning, he can't eat anything other than bland, BLAND food (crackers, animal and saltine variety, bread, etc. etc.). If he even smells anything else he wants to throw up. The rest of us just plain can't eat some days.
I think some wierd stomach thing is going around, actually. With my family we thought it was stress until we realized all of us had it.
this week is gonna be busy... so much fun.
i have a test on wednesday that i'm kind of worried about, but i just keep reminding myself that it's multiple choice. so it can't be THAT bad.
and i need to do some laundry and start packing, because i'm seeing Amitabha in portland this weekend! i've been seriously considering moving there after this year, or...
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i have a test on wednesday that i'm kind of worried about, but i just keep reminding myself that it's multiple choice. so it can't be THAT bad.
and i need to do some laundry and start packing, because i'm seeing Amitabha in portland this weekend! i've been seriously considering moving there after this year, or...
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trocc:
hey there - that IS really odd. i don't go to school there, no - i'm in chicago. how weird. 
good luck on your test! and i hope the party's fun - it's a stretch, but maybe i'll make it up there...
good luck on your test! and i hope the party's fun - it's a stretch, but maybe i'll make it up there...
shelliepooh:
i dont get it..................
[edit] just punch me in the face already. sheesh[/edit]
it's 2:17 am and i have an 8:00 class. why am i still up?
you guys should come to my party.
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/25415/
this is posted in the midwest group too, and there already seems to be quite a few people interested. should be lots of fun.
also, my hair is red again. it feels nice. now...
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it's 2:17 am and i have an 8:00 class. why am i still up?
you guys should come to my party.
http://suicidegirls.com/boards/Hook-Up/25415/
this is posted in the midwest group too, and there already seems to be quite a few people interested. should be lots of fun.
also, my hair is red again. it feels nice. now...
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veganjihad:
you need someone to cuddle with, HA! I have had Zero contact with anyone other then night clerks at hotels, and gas station attendants for going on two months....!!! but hmm, maybe if i got to madison...
amitabha:
HAHAHAHA.. it entertains me to no end that no one has caught the whole holocaust thing i threw in there..
so you're on of them hippies that thinks it really happened eh?
so you're on of them hippies that thinks it really happened eh?
fuck the journal entry i just wrote. let's try again.
i went out with the stripper last night. she's eve from now on. and she's pretty fucking cool. we talked until 4:15 am about anything and everything.
she makes me pretty nervous, so i remembered my roommate's advice about being smooth, which is probably the best pick-up advice i've ever heard: just talk to her....
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i went out with the stripper last night. she's eve from now on. and she's pretty fucking cool. we talked until 4:15 am about anything and everything.
she makes me pretty nervous, so i remembered my roommate's advice about being smooth, which is probably the best pick-up advice i've ever heard: just talk to her....
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ebmfreak:
I actually know a few ladies that are professional dancers (I used to create websites for dance clubs etc.)
It is probably one of the toughest stereotypes to break.
All of them are nice girls that really respect life and their employment.
One of them even got married to my best friend - and she is a very faithful and honest person.
Its nice to see you have the ability to see the inner qualities a person can possess.
It is probably one of the toughest stereotypes to break.
All of them are nice girls that really respect life and their employment.
One of them even got married to my best friend - and she is a very faithful and honest person.
Its nice to see you have the ability to see the inner qualities a person can possess.
dekansilent:
*slowly comes out of hiding*
what was that, you just put something behind your back?
*begins to peer behind back*
holy shit
*sprints as fast as these legs can carry me*
what was that, you just put something behind your back?
*begins to peer behind back*
holy shit
*sprints as fast as these legs can carry me*
Imogen is in the living room playing piano right now. it's very nice. i believe she's all self taught as well.
i cleansed her house of bad vibes with the smudging stick today. now it smells nice. then she cut my hair. i had allowed this girl to use me as a guinea pig when applying for a job at a local salon, and my...
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i cleansed her house of bad vibes with the smudging stick today. now it smells nice. then she cut my hair. i had allowed this girl to use me as a guinea pig when applying for a job at a local salon, and my...
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fenris23:
Jail time is bad... cool on the piano what is/was she playing?
dekansilent:
*comes out of hiding* is it clear?
ren translates this as "No sir, I didn't like it."
not even funny in a non sequitur kinda way.